2nd week o PRCP

mondae: alert :)
tuesdae: less alert but still observant :/
wednesdae: less oriented , weary :S
thursdae (todae): shagged :(
fridae: unknown

y do i always get so worn out during attachments.. i m like.. hmmm so tired n irritated tt i dont wan to go for my napfa test tmr.. coz i b half dead.. like NOW.

i call saturdae n sundae my rehab daes... where i SLEEEP!

but soon those daes will b gone.. i b working for 8 hours in a freezing ward.. where u forget to drink water coz its jus too cold.. then ur lips starts to crack.. then u find urself veri heaty n uncomfortable in a freezing ward... then u fall sick..

my GCS : still 15.. but i dunnoe for e upcomin weeks..

i dunnoe y i m working so hard to set routes for velocity.. i m wasting my afternoons where i could rest.. i m shagged.. wahahaha i dunnoe why i wan to help out wif some club tt i dont love.. at all. wat m i trying to prove? onli i myself noe... realli?

i noe y i m here writing all these... i m tired... i shall not set routes todae.... or tmr.. or e dae after next.. or ani daes to come.. thinking o working under wilfred's nose.. makes mi wanna puke.. n mind u further.. i m sick .. bleagh!

gone. ! plus miss n missing n missed u