i wan to holidae now!

"wat" look..

i huf 4 daes more to go.. its coming can u believe it.. im rather proud o myself these two daes coz i feel tt i m trying to take full responsibility as a staff nurse.. except for e central report thing.. sometimes i wonder if there are no student nurses to help out.. or PCA traineess... we r gonna b damn bz.. so short handed lor.. wahahaha i m not self praising students ourselves.. but its a piece o fact. wahahaha

aniwae.. this sundae is not for celebrating our 2nd yr anniversary. instead i wil b having reunion dinner wif my family on sundae.. coz... my dad is working o new yr's eve n thus.. we decided to celebrate earlier.. hmmmm.....

aniwae... bintan trip is on 2nd to 6th march.. awaiting for last confirmation before i proceed to booking.. hopefully its successful!

should i come back to this ward? should i? i m familiar definitely.. but there is this voice that tell mi tt i should do wat i wanna do.. coz afterall neurosurgery is not wat i wanted after all..
should i? coz there are realli lovely pple there n irritating pple there..
how how how.. somebody advise..

todae was a bz dae.. noe y ... i huf been calling n calling. toking over e phone more than anithing else ... gosh... i nvr ever noe a staff nurse need to call so mani pple on earth... n those phone calls are like super important.. coz if they are nt followed up or noted.. plans for patient will not b able to carry out.. so patient has to stay longer..n staying longer means more $$$$

but i still need to brush up on my skills more... i m merely doin a lot o work based on my own knowledge tt i huf n learnt through working in this ward.. i need to build on on my knowledge regarding patient's condition.. n yes PUBLIC RELATIONS.. muahahaha

i realised i tend to sae e first n e last word in one sentence when i m in a rush
for eg. Nil complain o pain during shift.. i will sae " nil complain of shift.."????
jas jas... work harder!!!
loving u komeng!

APPRECIATION

i love APPRECIATION !

but someone jus dont like to gif IT...

not SOMEONE... mani i guess...

but gladly... , some do!

to some o them, thank u .. GREATLY APPRECIATE!

to some o u ..., tink if u like to b appreciated.. ... try to START to appreciate..

i hope

i miss u komeng:)

be safe

jus loook

i love pictures i love pictures!!

sweeet memories out o stress...........

i mus sae... happiness is always around when u are in e midst o stress... some pple will always b there to sae.. " relax jas" .. " dont worry" n m i so glad i spend my freeee afternoons or mornings wif my lovely friends.. even though i feel like sleeping most o e time.. thanks these pple..

less than 3 weeks for PRCP to end!... n esp. its coming to an end... it felt like e utmost torture to alll o us.. its felt as long as 3 mths.. coz most o us got hell o scolding frm ... watever we called e "boss"... muahhahaaha... but stilll i m loving my attachment bcoz i love e staff i work wif.. n those wonderful friends i made... a friend to tok to -zhen zhi.. she made mi felt better after i tok to her abt one terrible thing i did to protect myself... a friend hu always remind mi to complete or correct my report before i get scolding.. which in e end i still did... tt is valarie.....

this PRCP.. thought mi to protect myself in the working society... because everybody is bz protecting themselves.. n if u are always telling e truth.. u will suffer.. i felt so ugly to b writing this... but this is wat is happening... i realized tt i m no longer n i cant animore be the secondary sch gal hu is so innocent... when it comes to work.. i rather huf pple angri wif mi for e mistake i make than pple hu cant b bothered at all n refused to admit mistakes..

NEVERtheless! i will overcome it! i will learn n i will be the best tt i can at work!

its not a new year AGAIN!

its not a new yr AGAIN! i said tt!

i cant believe i said tt!

i mus b working too much tt i huf overlooked and missed the exhiliration o enjoying e coming of a new yr!

i cant let this happpen!

i mus be excited that the new yr is here!

the new yr is here! yeah!!!!!!

nah .. plastic :/

question: so wats left for mi jasmine?

answer: 1 month o PRCP! yeah! before i sae bye bye to student life.. n sae hi to "staff nurse" and e real world! ah i m such a boring person i noe! boring person hu is gettting fat!

in fact.. i m looking forward to my working life.. coz i wan to be strangled by the ugly hands that are floating all around the society.. through tt i struggle.. through tt i cry.. through tt i suffer... but through tt i learn.. n be a better person:)

so here i come nursing!

missing u baby!