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oh darling

hmm if u always see my blogging.. it shows how bored i m n how much i wan to express to someone but i cant!

i m pranked todae.. regarding somebody's death.. hmmm i m glad he is not dead. thank god.
i m not angri for bein pranked.. jus disturbeed... wat if it had been true?
jus tink abt it .. anione hu is reading this..

i dread city life.. i need some trekking some natural climbing to sweat e hell out o mi..

mani little things i neeed to do before i head for bintan....
transfer photos frm my camera to e computer.. climb cycle swim
finish e harry potter i m reading
ask my dad regarding e portable dvd player..
as for the next trip.. i ask my mum when i return frm bintan safely ok.
remember all chargers i wanna bring..
n oh change my sim card to 93214510.. this number.. jus before e trip .. coz tt is e one i m gonna use when i m at bintan.
e other line is getting expensive.. haven cleared e bills yet.
dun wanna gif my mama another heart attack.

1 week n 4 daes gone... 1 week and 3 daes more to go before u come bac...
waiting for u to watch death note wif mi
need to tell u tt i burnt my fingers accidentally. almost caused a fire in the house
tell u tt i was pranked...
find out how u are doin? whether u are prefectly alright!
take more pictures wif u ...
climb wif u ! gosh .. when was e last time we dated each other out to climb!!

been thinking o another round island hike.. wif those pple! need to start e planning again..
thinking o pitching a tent n sentosa n sleep there for 3 nites...
or should i follow them go out o singapore instead.. i dunnoe wat will happpen!
been dreaming a lot lately.. coz i huf been sleeping a lot!

i sleep late at nite.. n wake up late in the morning. or early afternoon! wahahah
then i get to dream.. continuously... being kidnapped to thailand to be a begger.... then reconigsed by some rich pple tt wan to groom mi .. wat rubbish..

dreamt tt i reached bintan n some this secondary friend tt i wish i nvr meet again..
n my room in e resort is like singapore's one room flat.. wif two single room and one bed in each.. plus a typical kitchen setting n a typical sofa.

tt is when life gets not occupied~!
n human being... being mi.. being complacent!! yeah!!
i dont care.. i think i jus like it like tt.. complain but enjoying.. realli?

bangs bangs! i wan bangs! getting it done in bintan i believe! woohoo!

stop complaining will u ! try to get an idea to burn those little fats off ur tummy! before it becomes disastrous!! it is alreadi! i mean.. DISASTROUS!!!! take it away frm mi.. gif it to hafiz.. i dont need them but u do!! muahahaa

liposuction my adipose tissue and transplant into ur dermis. no allogenic reaction or watever reaction.. coz i love u .. :)

alrite alrite...

heard o this song in the tv a few daes ago...

i will follow u .. to whereever u may go....

so? u are not reading this at all.. coz u huf no time... doesnt mattter... i shall tok to myself..
i m not angri wif u .. not angri wif anithing else.. jus tt i m such a weakling..

a weakling indeed... plus an ugly duckling.. :)

take care darling.. keep warm

never been so long

i miss this hair.. i tink i will go make that hair again..maybe in bintan

this is my hair now.. still cute i noe..


this is our veri funny friend.. saykhong's car.. it was for his bdae.. check it out..
tt is dick.. he doesnt noe i m in nursing!!
look at my hair!!!! i love it!!

blur.. but memorable.. :)

i always forgot e feeling o waiting! until i start to wait!

ah.. this is bad..

i can no longer stay at home..i long to roam ard everydae.. but .. i m stuck.

sometimes its good to b a ANg moh..

once an angmoh is o age 18? they live outside on their own or wif a grp o their friends...

how COOL is it!

i jus wanna do mani things.. back packing . climb . eat . sleep . dating... oops.

HAHAHAHAHAHA random stuffs go on...



bintan.. then krabi?? or ?? i dunnoe.. europe in 5 yrs..yes i m coming!

Rndaom.Rdanom.Radnom.Ranodm.Rodnam.

my recent favourite colour is PURPLe.. n it CHANGES.. :)

thoughts.

love these PICTURES!!

hmm

3 daes o not leaving home to play.. climb.. meet boyfriend..

2 daes o playing MAHJONg... shiok!

beeen bz wif NTU stuff.. deferment stuff..

guess now i wont tink o NTU for now..

after meeting my advisor... hu is also my insurance agent..

he helped me analysed my education plans and my career path..

i suppose i will stick to my own nursing path n tink less abt e biological science degree where chances are rather slim.

for boyfriend... i huf 3 weeks to help him out some stuff..

i huf a phone line tt is rather useless.. y not i help him wif tt?

i was tinking the 16k tt he was toking abt if he signs on. should he?

i wanna ask wat he reallli wans to do..

i wanna ask when will he go see the doctor.. hmmm so random..

i wanna noe..

i wanna thank him..

thanks..

i m neither climbing nor meeting my friends these daes....

coz i m saving up for bintan trip.. n i m currently SUPER broke.. ..

haven paid my bills n medication fees for my grandma..

i m not feeling bored at home YET.. surprisiingly..

this feeling is different.

when u can go out n meet ur friends.. ur friends cant meet u .. this feeling SUCK..

when u huf no money to meet ur friends regardless whether ur friends can or canoot meet u ... this feeling is pretty ok..

at least i dun feel like dying at home.. due to boredom.. except tt i cant sleep at nite.. coz i m not tired..

its more like.. i deserve it! coz i huf no money!! i SPENt it all..its my fault.. no one else..

see, its the heart and the way u tink makes e difference

STUBBORNESS this word RINGS in my head every nite before i go to bed..

the event tt happened tt nite.. shakes mi.. till now... this veri moment.

let mi scold myself... "jasmine... u huf no rite.. to do this to pple.. furthermore to the one u love" n.. let mi sae...

"sorry" again..

once again.... i deserve these..

but i learnt my lesson.... i m well n fine.. n doin good.

looks like i m should get my self ready for nursing life.. ready for work..

i m nvr beaten.. i can lose mani things.. n get on wif life..

i will work hard..nvr to lose ONE thing...

you.

OH yes!!! forgot something... an offer... 4 days 3 nites in krabi cost : 500 sing..

should i ? but there will b no climbing.. coz i will be goin if a grp o non climbers.. shld i? komeng when will u go wif mi??

i m a SUPER random GAL

14th and 15th feb

14th feb

met outside home.
flowers
vivocity banquet
cookies
sentosa
cycling
walking
snacking
slacking
do nothing
swimming
relaxing
toking
eating
watch sunset
to merlion
take photos
out o sentosa
vivocity banquet
home sweet home

15th feb

met at ICA building
money changer
dinner
POOL
home
dumped pple on e road
stubborn
came up to my house
said bye to dad
felt damn sorrrrry!
cried my heart out, eyes red and swollen
headed to home. pack stuff
sent to airport
met up wif others.
gave cookies
ate supper
said bye
hug n kisses
sent back home

after 15th feb.. waiting for 3 weeks later

n BUDGETING!