thoughts.

love these PICTURES!!

hmm

3 daes o not leaving home to play.. climb.. meet boyfriend..

2 daes o playing MAHJONg... shiok!

beeen bz wif NTU stuff.. deferment stuff..

guess now i wont tink o NTU for now..

after meeting my advisor... hu is also my insurance agent..

he helped me analysed my education plans and my career path..

i suppose i will stick to my own nursing path n tink less abt e biological science degree where chances are rather slim.

for boyfriend... i huf 3 weeks to help him out some stuff..

i huf a phone line tt is rather useless.. y not i help him wif tt?

i was tinking the 16k tt he was toking abt if he signs on. should he?

i wanna ask wat he reallli wans to do..

i wanna ask when will he go see the doctor.. hmmm so random..

i wanna noe..

i wanna thank him..

thanks..

i m neither climbing nor meeting my friends these daes....

coz i m saving up for bintan trip.. n i m currently SUPER broke.. ..

haven paid my bills n medication fees for my grandma..

i m not feeling bored at home YET.. surprisiingly..

this feeling is different.

when u can go out n meet ur friends.. ur friends cant meet u .. this feeling SUCK..

when u huf no money to meet ur friends regardless whether ur friends can or canoot meet u ... this feeling is pretty ok..

at least i dun feel like dying at home.. due to boredom.. except tt i cant sleep at nite.. coz i m not tired..

its more like.. i deserve it! coz i huf no money!! i SPENt it all..its my fault.. no one else..

see, its the heart and the way u tink makes e difference

STUBBORNESS this word RINGS in my head every nite before i go to bed..

the event tt happened tt nite.. shakes mi.. till now... this veri moment.

let mi scold myself... "jasmine... u huf no rite.. to do this to pple.. furthermore to the one u love" n.. let mi sae...

"sorry" again..

once again.... i deserve these..

but i learnt my lesson.... i m well n fine.. n doin good.

looks like i m should get my self ready for nursing life.. ready for work..

i m nvr beaten.. i can lose mani things.. n get on wif life..

i will work hard..nvr to lose ONE thing...

you.

OH yes!!! forgot something... an offer... 4 days 3 nites in krabi cost : 500 sing..

should i ? but there will b no climbing.. coz i will be goin if a grp o non climbers.. shld i? komeng when will u go wif mi??

i m a SUPER random GAL