whenever i feel e loneliness

sometimes u feel tt 'hi and bye' friends are double, triple and mani mani endless times than huever are truely ur friends.. or pple whom u are comfortable wif..!

wif tt i conclude that i feel lonely.

LONELY PLANET - exactly how i feel ..

n whenever i m lonely.. crap comes in.. like now.

i feel restricted.. n i feel tt has sth got to do wif selfconfidence..

it comes frm u internally n externally.. ah watever stop e crap jas!

wats worse is i feel tt i hufen been spending a good and enough time wif my bf for a while..

but wats good is that he ends his horror in JUNE!!!! yeah!! after all i feel tt i suffered! i m being so horrible here... trying to complain tt i huf been suffering.. suffering frm?? ah!!!!! i m in a mess now!

but wats worse is coming up!!!

APRIL 28th~!!!! - end o e world..

why do i dread to start work so badly when i m supposed to be doin sth tt i like..

i noe, becoz wat i m goin to do exactly is not wat i expected frm e time i click e choice "nursing" into e computer. nevertheless, it was wat i wanted to do since then..

i suppose its jus e time o e month, or no.. its realli taking too long a break ... no..! e break is too short!! or perhaps i m jus missing him... or mayb i jus got nothing to do now?? eh .. wat is it? i dunoe.

i realli dunoe..

all i wan.. somebody to listen to things tt happen during my daes..

ok stop zip :\