Life is too Complicated!! Just Enjoy the Moments!!

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2010-02-06T15:39:00.005+08:00

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wat a good year!

2010-01-17T23:31:00.005+08:00

da-dang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy happy new yr!!

let e photos tok!!!

:) i wait for u to come bac :)

the new cute cat:)

veri playful

its sleeping...zz...z.z.z.z doin yoga in its dream..

merry count down:)

check out my haiR!!!!!

hafiz 23rd bdae:) he is a lucky guy! muacks!

check out my dreadlocks:).. its done on 26th dec n undone on 4th jan!

wat do u tink...

its taken by this little gal age 7?? she made mi look cute there! muahaahaa:)

definitely got e talent there!?!

smiles!! always at all smiles with you:)

hugs u many many !

blah blah blah

2009-12-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

double eye lids??

single eye lids??

i m jus amazed at how my eyelids change according to e lifestyle i huf..:)

i m sleeeeeepy...

my throat is dry....

but i huf this mucus / phlegm... (if it goes to my nose its mucus, my mouth is phlegm) flowing up n down my airway..:) eewwwww

back frm taiwan....

:) do we look alike?? :)

i need professional help

2009-11-25T23:32:00.012+08:00

i huf sum problems..

can someone analyse my symptoms, diagnose mi n prescribe some effective medications together with some mental, emotional and financial therapy for mi..thanks:)

problem 1): every morning before getting out o bed i will be thinking tt there are so mani things i need to do that i need to write a long long list right aft i wash up. i felt e sense o urgency there! usually it does not happen after i wake up coz i huf other things i wan to do... watch tv, slack, eat.. or GO TO WORK..

problem 2): when i thought i huf e time at nite, i could sit down on my bed n start writing these "resolutions", but... it nvr occur..

problem 3): i cant make decisions right on e spot. i need ample time to tink. i cant make decisions on my own which is y i cant decide on e spot. but usually aft toking to somebody or having some time alone to myself, i felt tt i could make a decision... should i be more confident o myself?

problem 4): i wan to buy so mani things but i huf not enough cash to buy:P

problem 5): if i dont practise my driving... e next time i drive on e road i shld b road hogging.

problem 6): i like my job, is tt a problem??

problem 7): my hair is................... oh i dont noe how to describe it..

problem 8): my table is in a big big messssss!! oooooooo!!!!

problem 9): i need to pack my luggage!~

ok... more or lesss my problems for now... but i guess there are certain problems tt i huf solutions to it... its jus acknowledging them.

usually problems doesnt appear in the blog.. well tt is because somebody is not ard for mi to blog on... which rounds off my problem to 10 problemS!!!

problem 10 is you! mr hafiz! miss you:)

now.. some reading before i doze off with saliva drooling over e book:)

bye!!!!!!!

counting down

2009-11-22T17:05:00.004+08:00

celebration!!
i m mentally ready for my taiwan trip!

although i still huf mani things missing but i m not worried..

i jus hope i dun fall sick n no time o e mth then..:)

aniwae i spent some time wif liyana naz n abg lan tt nite..

as usual.. it was filled with laughter n nonsensical shit..

we laughed until ....

1)pig came out from our body (if u noe wat i meant)

2)full development of our abdominal muscles..

let e photos do e toking:)

meanwhile my financial status is still poor:)

our usual hang out place:)

guess who is this? (becoz she is so irritating tt i refuse to take a whole picture o her )

she is the irritating one

who noes how to photo shop?? can cut n make it into passport photo n apply for dosmetic worker in singapore ... kakakakakaka joke joke ah....:)

who is this frail old lady??

scary old lady, cik azlani

singapore veri own boy band (cik azlani n dosmetic worker naz), look at their poses!!

typical boy band

good news:)

2009-11-15T23:31:00.003+08:00

good good news:)

one week down!

2 more weeks to go!!

good good good news... after mani 23 practicals, n under tremendous amt o stress and $$ problems i finally passed my driving!!:)

hip hip hooray!

pphew.... money saving man...

as passin driving is unnder my financial plan i m super glad that i dun huf to replann my finance jus coz i fail the test!!! so happpy!!

it feels like i completed another goal in my life.. n it makes mi feel tt i can move on n can accomplish e goals i huf set for myself..

it was a great boast o confidence for mi:)

thank you to all hu huf given mi ur support:)

here i m workin realli hard towards other goals i huf set in my life:)

thank you darling:) you huf been a great pillar o support for mi too:)

miss u !!:)

gua gua gua.....

2009-11-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

i m blogging jus aft i woke up from my evening nap:)

so shiok!!...

e monsoon season has set in:)

wow... comfy comfy napz here n there under e little house, under e tiney weeney blanket, surrounded by all the soft toys n super unwake-able bolsters n pillows....!!!

yeah yeah!!!!

i await ur return at the end o e month:)

welcome home:) (in 1 mth)

internal turmoil

2009-10-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

a colleague o mine jus passed away todae..
we are not close...
quite a few o us went to visit her..
seeing her jus make tears roll uncontrollably for most o us..
but i jus wanna hold back my tears...
its in my head e whole nite....
then i had to tell someone abt it... not cry to some one.. but jus let him or her noe sth happen in my life todae... n i jus nid her or him to noe it...
how amazing emotions can be...
my condolences to e deceased family n loved ones...

i m officially miss poor

2009-10-22T20:27:00.007+08:00

miss poor is bored now.. waiting for my photos to upload .... trying to empty e memory space in my comp.... blah blah blah...

i cant wait to go back to sch..

to increase my knowledge..

i wan to earn money!.

photos in e meanwhile..:)

i hope umar gets well soon... although he is such an a**... hahahaha but he is still a friend o mine:)

take good care friend:)

spring cleaning

2009-10-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

as requested,

i m here to blow e dust off the blog... hooooooooooooooooooooo

with detergent and wet cloth.

refurnishing it wif pictures...

fresh pictures!

tanah.......

better end it b4 i get too bored....

bye!!!

i reflect.

2009-05-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

i tell them to tell myself how lucky i m ..

i express about my aTTItude.. to tell myself how fortunate i m ..

i disgrace myself to tell myself that i still have him to be there no matter wat happened

self reflection i m doin...

e moment i turned ... i noe wat my heart realli feels...

its deeply ingrated in mi.. a part o mi alreadi..

my dream is so far away frm mi..

i m so far away frm my dream..

i m enjoying n wasting my youth..

i still m e same old mi..

i still like to impress

i still like praises

i still like attention

i still like to laugh

i still like to smile

i add on...

i have become less composed...

i have become more realistic...

i m still learning, still trying

which makes mi e same old mi :)

i thank you dear for eveerything, everything and anything tt had happened:)

i love u .

its full of "i" in this post..

coz its called " i reflect"

bye

left to collect dust

2009-02-28T00:03:00.004+08:00

many many things happened over the new yr... till which i would huf said... its like a roller coster ride n i m enjoyinng every teeny weeny part o it...
e counntdownn.. photos can b seen at laughlikejasmine.shutterfly.com
wan password? sms mi.. or find mi..

e new yr back at work.... hmmm not so bad.. i m officially a confirmed staff nurse II in SGH.. inn feb... i m gettin more familiar..

s'pore flyer gathering with mot staff was boring.. luckily there is naz, abu n mr hafiz!!
havin to meet ur colleagues everydae including ur onnli rest dae o e week was a total turn off.. hmm

i try to put up photos.. see my mood..

oh yes.. almost missed out chinese new yr.....
wat was fun.. was e friends of my sisters annd mine tt came over to our house...
hmmm mahjong... heart attack snap and blind mouse-s!.... hmmmm
unique chinese new yr...

dad on hospitalisation leave.. for months... hmm which means he is at home most o e time...
bought a LCD screen todae ... n now i huf a tv in my room!!! waiting for it to function..:)

aft cny... was back to work.. with series o gym workout... climb... n loads o supper everynnite..
till last 2 weeks.. i told myself no supper.. n many many gym work... sit ups.. leg rise...
now i seem to see a little difference...

a great movie i caught this yr..... "the curious case of benjamin button"
catch this movie or miss it...
i love e story line.. how it went flowing...frm a stage of life to another...
like how miraculous life would huf been.. loving every scene and action o the movie...

oooooooooooooooo... i bought a new new phone:) its PINK in colouR!

now coming to march........ i m goinn on leave... gooinn for a short holidae!
HURRRAY!!!! x 10 times!

is tt all i got during these 2 mths so far!??
wow! so exciting!!

PLUS PLUS.... anniversary dae... plus valentine's dae! wow... a bit tooo tiring for e beginning of 2009?? ya?

photos.................... another time.... bleagh.. aft mi holidae ok?? i try.. no promises.. *fingers crossed*

BYE!

catch it before e yr ends!

2008-12-30T19:14:00.007+08:00

i m catching e last few paGES in this blog before e yr ends officially!

nth much.. picturees updates and blah blah blah..:)

work is.... confusing.. i miss work when it is sundae..

when it comes to mondae.. i look forward to sundae.. muahahaha:P

after this week.... there goes by office hour duty..

funny working hours coming up:)

looking forward again.. but i guess i b more tired..

gym workout came to a standstill again.

for yesterdae n todae... i placed by gym attire inside my bag n took it ou again in the morning before i went to work.. i'm jus another lazy bum... typpical!

for now.....................
picTureS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bukit timah trek tells mi tt i have slackened!! hahaha

its komeng's first time ice skating.. n he is better than mi alreadi:)

o coz... nvr miss out climbing moments :P

catch e BIG reptile sun tanning next to u in sungei buloh.. onli 1 dollar for entrance on weekends n sch/public holidaes. FREE on other daes!

that's cute cute sasha:) cute cute cute *pinch her cheeks... *play wif her boncet-ness

Barbeque outside hafiz's new house ...

that's manhattenn fish market ... YUMMMMMMMY !!!!!

as the yr ends, it means e start of another new yr.. i would sae tt i spent e last o my yr 2008 fruitfully.. i plaYED a lot.. worked hard a lot... spend fruitful times wif my friends:)

n o coz... i thank u for being there for mi during the yr... may the coming yrs get better n better between us:) muacks:)

merry merry new yr to all!!

good try

2008-12-01T20:04:00.004+08:00

not bad for a first gym work out ever...
at 6.30AM in e early morning :)
when is the annual leave coming .... its coming...
hip hip hooray.. !!!
its been 2 yrs 10 mths.
its been 2 beautiful yrs and 10 wonderful mths.
i mus huf been so irritating for u ;P
too bad...:)

my mood

2008-11-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

i m not having a very hAPPy stomach now...
so is my mood....
most probably coz o e unhappy stomach.. shucks..

i hope everything turns out well

i feel forced to tink like an adult... but come on!
act like my age pls...
i feel not veri smart ...

in short, S.T.U.P.I.D.
tt is wat work can do to mi most o e time...
oh wells...

blame it on my stomach for blurting all these out..
bleagh..

bye.. i love u baby... :)
there are so mani plans in my head for certain upcoming events..
let mi sort it out...

pple at my work place makes marriage sound like an easy n satisfying task.
to mi.. a total opposite..
wat a child.. /adult.

happy 3 mths

2008-11-11T19:58:00.001+08:00

todae marks e 3rd mth as a staff of sgh~!

woohoo~!

wat should i do for e bdae boy?? coming soon..

dot comma exclaimation full stop

2008-10-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

i love raya .. haha

gastric flu

2008-09-30T12:14:00.002+08:00

falling sick is utter nonsense..
9.30pm on my boring sundae... starting to feel a series of regurgitation.. feeling uneasy in supine, prone, lateral n fowler's position..
thinking i was suffering frm indigestion... decided to walk around my house..
9.45pm.. feeling worse.. nausea started to feel my oesophagus all e way up my oral cavity... opening ceremony: vomitus x 1..
subsequently till 6 plus in e morning i vomitting x 7 times more.. wat a peaceful night..
by 8am in e morning i was practically shaking and wobbling ard my living room..
coz i badly need to make a call to my supervisor abt my condition..
throughout e dae was seeing doctor.. bein diagnosed w "gastric flu".
FYI: " gastric flu" is a stomach upset caused by Norwalk-like virus (NLV) that causes vomitting veri quickly and often shoots out without control. usually last for 6-18hrs.
sleeping... n developed fever during e dae.. tepid sponged myself.. fever went down...
on clear fluids till nite..
MC for 2 daes meaning NON PAID LEAVE for 2 DAES! shucks!
todae is my 2nd dae o mc.. i m feelin bored alreadi!
luckily yesterdae komeng came to accompany mi.. but i kept on falling asleep.. hahahaha sorri..
sth i learnt todae to differentiate between a venomous coral snake and a non venomous one: red with black, friend of jack, red with yellow, kill a fellow...
but who cares, if u see a snake, jus go away!!
oh yes, because of being sick.. i m banned frm goin out for raya on wednesdae..........
mayb i shall play 24hrs o mahjong on tt dae.. :)

2008-09-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

i have a mission lying in mi. extremely important and vital!

newbie on e ground

2008-09-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

now i mite not know a single shit of wat u noe... so go ahead n be sarcastic...
wait till i learn up... n i noe my work... hah.! watch ur ass!
i m here trying my best to learn watever i can.. n then u are..
pls b kind n not be so crude/sarcastic to ur new colleagues.. becoz one dae i'll b ur colleague n u will need my help..

so pls b nice!!
great!

i love working n learning wat i m realli interested in!
minus e fact o being a newbie... oh wells...................

aching body

2008-09-21T23:03:00.003+08:00

this is considered one o e loveliest outings i huf had..: purely climbing, chitchatting, breaking fast, shopping/window shopping and slacking cum supper.. not that there werent other wonderful outing wif other loved ones.. jus tt i happened to huf time to update this particular dae o outing..

even though i seem to huf time to update.. i m like dozing off....

coz my body is aching badly.. climbed at asia yesterdae.. todae i went blading at ecp... totally shagged.. my body feels like an incredible hulk... waiting to burst thro my pants and shirt!... obviously not pratically true.!

i love this particular picture a lot.. check out our shades... we mus go out one dae wif these cool shit funky stuff! ~ooopsss~

wait long long again for e next POST!!!

i can onli breeze through it...

2008-09-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

i can onli sae...
i huf already:
1. quit the clinic job
2. started work in Singapore General Hospital Major Operating Theatre
3. got my first pay for working in sgh
4. got my last pay frm the clinic
5. already completed my foundation programme in sgh tt lasted for 4 weeks!
6. tried my best to wake up earliest by 6am.. n i managed it well so far.

so far, i m still coping... still veri happy n veri positive..thanks for all e support i huf... frm u .
n i will sae...
my cough will nvr seem to recover... my phlegm will always be as thick as ever...
coz i nvr huf a chance to take medications, coz those drugs cause drowsiness!
n becoz o my diet! fast food... fried food... how to get well..
oh well.. we will seee....

oh yes, i m alreadi 20...

great turning "2"... :)

ok bye..... till i noe n feel like updating again..
this is one random entry!
wooohoooo!
raya is coming!!

fooooooood.... goood delicious yummy fingerlicking irresistable super duper desirable FOOOOOOD.

ok bye:)

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2008-08-04T21:28:00.001+08:00

i jus found another great big secret!

2008-07-22T16:12:00.001+08:00

i hate kids

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2008-07-14T15:05:00.002+08:00

top secret!! shhhhhhHH hssshhhhh.....

feeling a bit lethargic , phlegmy, malaise.. n all...

piriton, anarex and there i go... deeep into lalaland...

todae is 14th july... less than one mth before i enter sgh officially..
i need to go try out those uniform i got in april..

wat if i cant fit them animore??

gosh gosh.. hmmmmmmmmmm

i m not ready.... so long since i practised my nursing skills.................

wats tt?

recent updates

2008-07-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

remember e sweetest dream i posted few daes back??

recently i dreamt o e worst dream ever... having to leave mr macik is not good.. no gooD AT ALL.. tt was roughly wat i dreamt....

recently... in these 2 weeks.. busi working... busi calling baby to update him n him updatin mi abt our lives.. coz i onli see him like once a week.. less than 5 hrs every time!!

wat to do... for a living.. for a better future:)

baby's commissionin parade was over,

baby's commissioning ball was over,

baby's date wif mi to sentosa n movie was over,
mi working for full one week... ending almost at 11pm for 4 out o 7 daes... also over
black pepper crab for mum's bdae dinner was over
mi not climbing for 2 weeks was over todae (coz i climbed, finally after 2 weeks:) )
mi not meeting lan n naz n gang for 2 to 3 weeks also over todae (coz i met them todae as well)
meeting up wif rachel n gang also over...
hahaha mani mani things are over... n mani mani things still on going...

n i huf mani mani photos yet to b collected frm my friends.. but i huf excellent pictures wif mi too!!

oh yes i got a new haircut threee weeks ago! wahahaha so long ago rite... i like my new haircut!!:)

alrite its picture time!!

it was baby's dae!!

luckily naz was wif mi:)
mr handsome n ms cute:)

we soar in ocs ground!!

the ball

mr handsome wif a bow..

e sentosa outing

mr macik!!

goodnight folks!

the sweetest dream of 2008

2008-06-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

the sweetest dream o 2008!

dreamt of getting married in school on the day when we all graduated

everything was so sugary, heartwarming, loving n teary and "dreamy" (duh!)

speeches from loved ones, friends n the one... melts all the hearts and made everyone smile..

i woke up frm my dream smiling, smiling brushing my teeth... walking in n out o my bedroom smiling all along... purely enjoying the happpiness frm tt dream... the happiness that splashes all around mi frm head to toe...

this dream is for mi... solely for mi... i love this dream... thanks for giving me this dream.. thank who i dunnoe..

but thanks dream...
chuckles...:)

e past brought up again

2008-06-04T15:10:00.003+08:00

recently about the changes in the club.. reminds mi o my time...

where mi n naz n liyana were veri close.. but coz o e club, our thinking differs.. n went sort o a bit spilt ways..

on e surface, we still see each other as friends and hug each other when we meet.
on my part, i believe tt, in watever we believe in, our friendship nvr sway. so i continued to hug them n love them as usual.

but i ever told komeng, i felt so hurt by them. but i nvr sae it out. i felt betrayed. not tt they literally betrayed mi, but tt we do not stand on e same boat animore.

i remembered once we suppose to go supper together after climb, but e situation became so intense tt i realli hate naz n liyana together wif the club. but i told myself i cant hate them coz they are like one o my souls, how can i hate my own soul?

in the end, naz n liyana felt too awkward to attend e supper together, n thus they went off..

at tt point o time, i see where we stand, clearly, till now.. thought we are no longer in these positions animore, i believe, if we turn back e time, naz, liyana n mi will do e same thing again..

the line drawn was clear.

so wat if we are friends?
we contain our own brains we think o our own.
one stay independent in the world... u cant die bringing another one with u ...
same goes with thinking and ideas.

but people always crave for support, another's agreement.
we cant stand alone, revolutionists/opposition parties do everything(riots etc.) to get support frm pple to earn a big win..

we are all human beings.. y mus we hurt one another, we are all friends, y do we need to be so harsh towards one another?

why is it.. pple are so afraid to communicate face to face? why m i so afraid ? is there anithing within my eyes tt will betray myself?

its so hard to be sharing this deep feelings with another party, ani other party.
is tt why pple suffer frm depression, schizophrenia?

i tink i will one dae...

i realli wana fight it out, i wana literally punch anibody whom i hate n those hu hurt mi.
i dont wanna keep it in my heart. i dun wan plasticity, i dont wan to b shaking the hand's of the person tt i dislike.
but it seems as if everybody is taking e course plasticity, n everybody is scoring well... including mi..
plasticity is used to run away frm problems. i m the avoider. there are jus too mani things to avoid.

i m shagged

2008-05-30T23:56:00.004+08:00

i m shagged not coz o climb, but coz o e pain at e area below e umbilicus. i forgot wat tt area is called, even when i tried to refresh my memory by imaginarily cutting my abodmen into 9 parts. i onli remembered lumbar, hypochondraic, umbilicus, epigastric regions..

oh well, becoz o tt i m moooody.. suddenly i m high,.. n then sad when i turn my face around.. poor poor komeng.. he always had to hear my sad voices coz usually when i turn around, i wan to look for him...

tt is where i pick up my phoone n tried to contact him.. then if cant contact him, i get frustrated.. n i will answer e phone like " why u nvr pick up" or "wat were u doing?" in a frustrated way..

i m sorri baby:(

i seriously didnt mean it!! forgive mi pris!

recently, i've been usually hanging out wif my climbing kakis. irritating pple but wat to do .... friends...

always sae my leg not strong.. which is true.. but... e law o attraction saes tt if u tink ure not strong, u will become not strong! (heard it mani times frm everywhere, not mentioning where)

however its true! n its e self confidence tt u got to work it out!!

i mean i got to work it out!! watever it is, e thing is to be climbing~~ muaahahhaa!

nothing makes u improove in climbing better than climbing itself!!

muahahaha i'm so proving this point!! :)

besides climbing lately... i huf been working for a mth alreadi in e clinic at eunos mrt station, earning veri little, but still manage to survive. i like working there n soon i'll b working at nite over there too.. in e afternoon frm llate june, i'll b doing relief teaching at kindergarten at Ubi. mondae to fridae 1 to 5pm.

earning more income:) i like wat i m doing now.. coz i remembered one month ago i was realli stressed up wif how i m goin to survivie if i m not being paid, n i got mani bills n others to throw my money at. but now i m doin quite welll..

well, i huf to thank komeng for his support too!! financially n mentally . credits to u :) thank u baby

i toked a lot.. but i still wanna tok.. hahahahhaaha oh yes... i like this news!!

i lost 2 kgs!! ... actually, since last yr since september when i was in germany, i alreadi start putting on weight.. so since till recently, i put on 5-6kg in 6 months!!

but since april, wif e running, exercising, i lost 2 kg!!! yeah!! i m working it out!! lost 2 kg in a month, i didnt realli cut down on my diet.. jus exercise... i mean its good for mi.. coz i love eating n wif e exercises i can still bring down my weiight!! muahahaha!!

i shall continue wif it !! allleh!!!!! n o coz including climbing..

regarding ADVENTURE CLUB IN NYP kudos to u all coz it is SUCCESSFULLY becoming a ADVENTURE CLUB , so happy tt rockclimbing totally didnt exsist there. congratulations to MR WILFRED TOH , i noe u wan it tt way, go ahead, u noe.. its a waste tt u are jus a SA officer, u could o a better position! u could b a revolutionist or wat :)

bye! some pretty pictures to show!!

memorial tower lepak sessions (we've gt ancestors' blessings)

face cramp ... ouch!

delighted n horrendous picture shooting session bus trip

look, i think naz n lan look like couple :) i did tell them :P

pumpfest'08 intermediate women

arent we cute!, red, yellow, blue, white wif our beautiful smiles:)

onli deer noes wat he exactly is thinking n doin then

hee ya! cross hand! who's tt!

heel hook wif e best shoes ever!

fav picture at e last one! look at my cute smile :)

with this beautiful almost perfect pic (credits to hatta), i end my blog for tonite:)

making choices

2008-05-26T23:51:00.003+08:00

i m feeling it.. e confused and undecisive moment of choosing between money and interest. but i huf made e choice..

this 2 months is a test for mi.. e society test. a time for mi to grow.

grow my brains not body.

working towards dealing wif working in e society...

m i able to turn back.?

All i noe treasure those tt love u coz they are the ones that u wan to be with most when u need them in fragile times n they huf no complaints wif tt

in return, gif them ur love, ur ultimate concern like u always do :)

go on jas..... u're ..

hurt

2008-04-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

i'll be hurt if my children in future smokes..

i'm not mentioning e pain i've been inflicted recently..

com on pls

complicants

2008-04-30T12:40:00.002+08:00

i feel restricted n yet i wan to be restricted.
not by others but by myself.

i feel confused n complicated.

i feel e aches n pain,
but i dun deny i like it

i feel warm n irritated
but i dun dislike e weather

i feel like i fell in love wif ROCK recently
however feeling abandoned somehow

i feel i dont noe wat i m toking abt

i feel i will get a job soon
yet i hope to b better paid :)

one step at a time

2008-04-28T15:06:00.003+08:00

look the SPECIAL THOSAI , i start eating frm this end, n tt is where komeng starts... we spent 5.50 dollars for this meal including drinks n we end up walking like a pregnant lady coz its too super duper uber delicious and filling. check this coffee shop out jus outside TEKKA FOOD CENTER :)

its weird to be typing wif a letter "n" missing in ur keyboard. inside o pressing e "n" key", i press e black soft button tt is inside o our keyboard. thanks to my sister :)

muahahhaa

i m stuck at home.. not being able to work! thank you veri much

well.. i m goin to find a job later:)

hopefully its smooth sailing please:)

btw, its good to see komeng again :)

his smiles, his foolishness, his comedic actions, his loveliness, his irritating-ness, cant imagine how fun n stress free it is to be goin out wif him since he is back.. thank u darling:)

i love him.

i decided to join rockmaster.. since i huf a while before i start work again..

recently e gang that i hang out wif..

We will Rock You : the musical by QUEEN and BEN ELTON

2008-04-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

We will Rock you is a futurist adventure set in the year 2350, a time where live music is banned on earth, but kids are in rebellion, fighting against the all powerful Globalsoft Corporation which controls their lives and feeds them a diet of synthesized pop.

We will Rock You is not a Queen tribute but a rock musical featuring 26 of Queen's legendary hits includin the Bohemian Rhpsody, We Are the champions, Radio Ga Ga, Another One bites the Dust and The crazy little thing callled LOVE.

We will Rock You delivers a show that reflects the scale and the spectacle that marked Queen's live performances and earned the band its pinnacle position in rock history.

Dont miss it!

changes

2008-04-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

CHANGes..

i remembered doin an ICA oon e topic ' changes '

wat is ICA??

wahahhah i m so far frm education, school?? wats tt?

i noe wats slacking, playing, act stupid, climbing, playing by e beach,tanning, sleeeping, watch tv, miss boyfriend, wait for boyfriend to come back, tok a lot, laughin..

not good?? not healthy??

i find it marvellous!! i love it.. coz thinking tt i will start work after this week.. i find this week lovely!! yeah!

i made a checklist for myself!! making sure i complete anithing tt i wan to do by this weeeek!!!

so far so goood. i huf been tanning.. tanned. i went to collect my shoes. collected n climbed wif e crazi ppple!!!!!

they are :

deer, lan, umar, helmi, tess, fi , eddry, james, weini, naz, n blah blah!! i m sorri to miss out anione!!

yeah i love SLACKING

!freeze baby freeze!

things

2008-04-19T12:56:00.002+08:00

COME BACK QUICK!!!

SHOOOO 28th april!!! get lost!!!

feeeeling unexercised... full o medical problems... m i dying or m i gonna b saved by saving others

wah lao eh! random post

blogging jus for blogging. :P

whenever i feel e loneliness

2008-03-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

sometimes u feel tt 'hi and bye' friends are double, triple and mani mani endless times than huever are truely ur friends.. or pple whom u are comfortable wif..!

wif tt i conclude that i feel lonely.

LONELY PLANET - exactly how i feel ..

n whenever i m lonely.. crap comes in.. like now.

i feel restricted.. n i feel tt has sth got to do wif selfconfidence..

it comes frm u internally n externally.. ah watever stop e crap jas!

wats worse is i feel tt i hufen been spending a good and enough time wif my bf for a while..

but wats good is that he ends his horror in JUNE!!!! yeah!! after all i feel tt i suffered! i m being so horrible here... trying to complain tt i huf been suffering.. suffering frm?? ah!!!!! i m in a mess now!

but wats worse is coming up!!!

APRIL 28th~!!!! - end o e world..

why do i dread to start work so badly when i m supposed to be doin sth tt i like..

i noe, becoz wat i m goin to do exactly is not wat i expected frm e time i click e choice "nursing" into e computer. nevertheless, it was wat i wanted to do since then..

i suppose its jus e time o e month, or no.. its realli taking too long a break ... no..! e break is too short!! or perhaps i m jus missing him... or mayb i jus got nothing to do now?? eh .. wat is it? i dunoe.

i realli dunoe..

all i wan.. somebody to listen to things tt happen during my daes..

ok stop zip :\

grave matter

2008-03-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

I FORGOT MY MSN PASSWORD!

dotz

2008-02-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

i feel weird reading my own blog.. filled wif eMO-ness....................................................................................
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oh darling

2008-02-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

hmm if u always see my blogging.. it shows how bored i m n how much i wan to express to someone but i cant!

i m pranked todae.. regarding somebody's death.. hmmm i m glad he is not dead. thank god.
i m not angri for bein pranked.. jus disturbeed... wat if it had been true?
jus tink abt it .. anione hu is reading this..

i dread city life.. i need some trekking some natural climbing to sweat e hell out o mi..

mani little things i neeed to do before i head for bintan....
transfer photos frm my camera to e computer.. climb cycle swim
finish e harry potter i m reading
ask my dad regarding e portable dvd player..
as for the next trip.. i ask my mum when i return frm bintan safely ok.
remember all chargers i wanna bring..
n oh change my sim card to 93214510.. this number.. jus before e trip .. coz tt is e one i m gonna use when i m at bintan.
e other line is getting expensive.. haven cleared e bills yet.
dun wanna gif my mama another heart attack.

1 week n 4 daes gone... 1 week and 3 daes more to go before u come bac...
waiting for u to watch death note wif mi
need to tell u tt i burnt my fingers accidentally. almost caused a fire in the house
tell u tt i was pranked...
find out how u are doin? whether u are prefectly alright!
take more pictures wif u ...
climb wif u ! gosh .. when was e last time we dated each other out to climb!!

been thinking o another round island hike.. wif those pple! need to start e planning again..
thinking o pitching a tent n sentosa n sleep there for 3 nites...
or should i follow them go out o singapore instead.. i dunnoe wat will happpen!
been dreaming a lot lately.. coz i huf been sleeping a lot!

i sleep late at nite.. n wake up late in the morning. or early afternoon! wahahah
then i get to dream.. continuously... being kidnapped to thailand to be a begger.... then reconigsed by some rich pple tt wan to groom mi .. wat rubbish..

dreamt tt i reached bintan n some this secondary friend tt i wish i nvr meet again..
n my room in e resort is like singapore's one room flat.. wif two single room and one bed in each.. plus a typical kitchen setting n a typical sofa.

tt is when life gets not occupied~!
n human being... being mi.. being complacent!! yeah!!
i dont care.. i think i jus like it like tt.. complain but enjoying.. realli?

bangs bangs! i wan bangs! getting it done in bintan i believe! woohoo!

stop complaining will u ! try to get an idea to burn those little fats off ur tummy! before it becomes disastrous!! it is alreadi! i mean.. DISASTROUS!!!! take it away frm mi.. gif it to hafiz.. i dont need them but u do!! muahahaa

liposuction my adipose tissue and transplant into ur dermis. no allogenic reaction or watever reaction.. coz i love u .. :)

alrite alrite...

heard o this song in the tv a few daes ago...

i will follow u .. to whereever u may go....

so? u are not reading this at all.. coz u huf no time... doesnt mattter... i shall tok to myself..
i m not angri wif u .. not angri wif anithing else.. jus tt i m such a weakling..

a weakling indeed... plus an ugly duckling.. :)

take care darling.. keep warm

never been so long

2008-02-23T15:17:00.004+08:00

i miss this hair.. i tink i will go make that hair again..maybe in bintan

this is my hair now.. still cute i noe..

this is our veri funny friend.. saykhong's car.. it was for his bdae.. check it out..
tt is dick.. he doesnt noe i m in nursing!!
look at my hair!!!! i love it!!

blur.. but memorable.. :)

i always forgot e feeling o waiting! until i start to wait!

ah.. this is bad..

i can no longer stay at home..i long to roam ard everydae.. but .. i m stuck.

sometimes its good to b a ANg moh..

once an angmoh is o age 18? they live outside on their own or wif a grp o their friends...

how COOL is it!

i jus wanna do mani things.. back packing . climb . eat . sleep . dating... oops.

HAHAHAHAHAHA random stuffs go on...

bintan.. then krabi?? or ?? i dunnoe.. europe in 5 yrs..yes i m coming!

Rndaom.Rdanom.Radnom.Ranodm.Rodnam.

my recent favourite colour is PURPLe.. n it CHANGES.. :)

thoughts.

2008-02-18T17:00:00.004+08:00

love these PICTURES!!

hmm

3 daes o not leaving home to play.. climb.. meet boyfriend..

2 daes o playing MAHJONg... shiok!

beeen bz wif NTU stuff.. deferment stuff..

guess now i wont tink o NTU for now..

after meeting my advisor... hu is also my insurance agent..

he helped me analysed my education plans and my career path..

i suppose i will stick to my own nursing path n tink less abt e biological science degree where chances are rather slim.

for boyfriend... i huf 3 weeks to help him out some stuff..

i huf a phone line tt is rather useless.. y not i help him wif tt?

i was tinking the 16k tt he was toking abt if he signs on. should he?

i wanna ask wat he reallli wans to do..

i wanna ask when will he go see the doctor.. hmmm so random..

i wanna noe..

i wanna thank him..

thanks..

i m neither climbing nor meeting my friends these daes....

coz i m saving up for bintan trip.. n i m currently SUPER broke.. ..

haven paid my bills n medication fees for my grandma..

i m not feeling bored at home YET.. surprisiingly..

this feeling is different.

when u can go out n meet ur friends.. ur friends cant meet u .. this feeling SUCK..

when u huf no money to meet ur friends regardless whether ur friends can or canoot meet u ... this feeling is pretty ok..

at least i dun feel like dying at home.. due to boredom.. except tt i cant sleep at nite.. coz i m not tired..

its more like.. i deserve it! coz i huf no money!! i SPENt it all..its my fault.. no one else..

see, its the heart and the way u tink makes e difference

STUBBORNESS this word RINGS in my head every nite before i go to bed..

the event tt happened tt nite.. shakes mi.. till now... this veri moment.

let mi scold myself... "jasmine... u huf no rite.. to do this to pple.. furthermore to the one u love" n.. let mi sae...

"sorry" again..

once again.... i deserve these..

but i learnt my lesson.... i m well n fine.. n doin good.

looks like i m should get my self ready for nursing life.. ready for work..

i m nvr beaten.. i can lose mani things.. n get on wif life..

i will work hard..nvr to lose ONE thing...

you.

OH yes!!! forgot something... an offer... 4 days 3 nites in krabi cost : 500 sing..

should i ? but there will b no climbing.. coz i will be goin if a grp o non climbers.. shld i? komeng when will u go wif mi??

i m a SUPER random GAL

14th and 15th feb

2008-02-16T13:36:00.002+08:00

14th feb

met outside home.
flowers
vivocity banquet
cookies
sentosa
cycling
walking
snacking
slacking
do nothing
swimming
relaxing
toking
eating
watch sunset
to merlion
take photos
out o sentosa
vivocity banquet
home sweet home

15th feb

met at ICA building
money changer
dinner
POOL
home
dumped pple on e road
stubborn
came up to my house
said bye to dad
felt damn sorrrrry!
cried my heart out, eyes red and swollen
headed to home. pack stuff
sent to airport
met up wif others.
gave cookies
ate supper
said bye
hug n kisses
sent back home

after 15th feb.. waiting for 3 weeks later

n BUDGETING!

i wan to holidae now!

2008-01-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

"wat" look..

i huf 4 daes more to go.. its coming can u believe it.. im rather proud o myself these two daes coz i feel tt i m trying to take full responsibility as a staff nurse.. except for e central report thing.. sometimes i wonder if there are no student nurses to help out.. or PCA traineess... we r gonna b damn bz.. so short handed lor.. wahahaha i m not self praising students ourselves.. but its a piece o fact. wahahaha

aniwae.. this sundae is not for celebrating our 2nd yr anniversary. instead i wil b having reunion dinner wif my family on sundae.. coz... my dad is working o new yr's eve n thus.. we decided to celebrate earlier.. hmmmm.....

aniwae... bintan trip is on 2nd to 6th march.. awaiting for last confirmation before i proceed to booking.. hopefully its successful!

should i come back to this ward? should i? i m familiar definitely.. but there is this voice that tell mi tt i should do wat i wanna do.. coz afterall neurosurgery is not wat i wanted after all..
should i? coz there are realli lovely pple there n irritating pple there..
how how how.. somebody advise..

todae was a bz dae.. noe y ... i huf been calling n calling. toking over e phone more than anithing else ... gosh... i nvr ever noe a staff nurse need to call so mani pple on earth... n those phone calls are like super important.. coz if they are nt followed up or noted.. plans for patient will not b able to carry out.. so patient has to stay longer..n staying longer means more $$$$

but i still need to brush up on my skills more... i m merely doin a lot o work based on my own knowledge tt i huf n learnt through working in this ward.. i need to build on on my knowledge regarding patient's condition.. n yes PUBLIC RELATIONS.. muahahaha

i realised i tend to sae e first n e last word in one sentence when i m in a rush
for eg. Nil complain o pain during shift.. i will sae " nil complain of shift.."????
jas jas... work harder!!!
loving u komeng!

APPRECIATION

2008-01-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

i love APPRECIATION !

but someone jus dont like to gif IT...

not SOMEONE... mani i guess...

but gladly... , some do!

to some o them, thank u .. GREATLY APPRECIATE!

to some o u ..., tink if u like to b appreciated.. ... try to START to appreciate..

i hope

i miss u komeng:)

be safe

jus loook

2008-01-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

i love pictures i love pictures!!

sweeet memories out o stress...........

2008-01-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

i mus sae... happiness is always around when u are in e midst o stress... some pple will always b there to sae.. " relax jas" .. " dont worry" n m i so glad i spend my freeee afternoons or mornings wif my lovely friends.. even though i feel like sleeping most o e time.. thanks these pple..

less than 3 weeks for PRCP to end!... n esp. its coming to an end... it felt like e utmost torture to alll o us.. its felt as long as 3 mths.. coz most o us got hell o scolding frm ... watever we called e "boss"... muahhahaaha... but stilll i m loving my attachment bcoz i love e staff i work wif.. n those wonderful friends i made... a friend to tok to -zhen zhi.. she made mi felt better after i tok to her abt one terrible thing i did to protect myself... a friend hu always remind mi to complete or correct my report before i get scolding.. which in e end i still did... tt is valarie.....

this PRCP.. thought mi to protect myself in the working society... because everybody is bz protecting themselves.. n if u are always telling e truth.. u will suffer.. i felt so ugly to b writing this... but this is wat is happening... i realized tt i m no longer n i cant animore be the secondary sch gal hu is so innocent... when it comes to work.. i rather huf pple angri wif mi for e mistake i make than pple hu cant b bothered at all n refused to admit mistakes..

NEVERtheless! i will overcome it! i will learn n i will be the best tt i can at work!

its not a new year AGAIN!

2008-01-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

its not a new yr AGAIN! i said tt!

i cant believe i said tt!

i mus b working too much tt i huf overlooked and missed the exhiliration o enjoying e coming of a new yr!

i cant let this happpen!

i mus be excited that the new yr is here!

the new yr is here! yeah!!!!!!

nah .. plastic :/

question: so wats left for mi jasmine?

answer: 1 month o PRCP! yeah! before i sae bye bye to student life.. n sae hi to "staff nurse" and e real world! ah i m such a boring person i noe! boring person hu is gettting fat!

in fact.. i m looking forward to my working life.. coz i wan to be strangled by the ugly hands that are floating all around the society.. through tt i struggle.. through tt i cry.. through tt i suffer... but through tt i learn.. n be a better person:)

so here i come nursing!

missing u baby!

happpppppy ooooor happpppppier?

2007-12-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

yes. yes yes.... yes !!! its gonnnna b christmas sooooon! i m so exhilrated... which means i huf abt less than 2 mths left for PRCP.. shiok... btw.. attachment is real tiring.. when u start taking charge... everything gong gong... but i tink reali can slim down eh. i didnt go for mulitple breaks... which mean makan time..

for mi. i usually huf to eat.. no matter how sick i m ... i will eat! but oh no! nursing has driven mi so crazy that it made mi forget my hunger!! oooooooooooooo how can tt be!!

aniwae.. head itchy.. butt itchy.. hand itchy.. mouth itchy.. itching for cofffeee... passing by an irish pub.. decided to stop by for coffeee... so i ordered... irish coffeeeeee sounds goood.. hm... i dun wanna mention how much it cost.. so e first 2 sips.. were extremely bitter... so i rest for a while... thinking tt i m jus not used to it.. then it got more bitter... e taste swirling round by tongue... feeling heating up at my stomach up my throat.. i realised there was beer in it! yucks shit!
so i threw that whole glass alone.... n left wif baby... otw to e city hall mrt station.. i was thinking i mite get alcohol intoxification.. n if u take my blood for testing there is sure to be alcohol levels in it.. i guranttee.. n i thought i would die o liver cirrrhosis.. e taste n e feeling was jus horribly YUCKY!!

so next time if i ever huf thought for coffee.. i march to coffee bean starbucks.. or even so kopi tiam!! hmmmm!! ooo ya... prcp's damn challenging!! but i m welcoming it wif open arms!! got to do it somehow!

a mth o celebration

2007-12-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

i didnt noe ure reading my blog.. haha though i wish u were.. coz i dun always huf e chance or remember to tell u everything when we meet.. so this is a good chance.. alrite.

firstly.. i wan to pop a champagne... celebrate a mth o PRCP! yeah! plus.. i m off thurs n fri!! oh my goodness.. a one good break.. i m so gonna make full use o it.. thurs: swim , cycle n movie wif my sisters... fri: climb at safra...! wooohooo..

alrite... back e last 2 weeks, i watched... 3 movies.. ENCHANTED, 30 DAYS O NIGHTs and THE GAME PLAN. woohoo 2 wif baby n one wif naz.. enjoyed myself a lot.. laughed n got freaked out a lot. muahahaha

velocity is finally over.. i cried during e debriefing... i was shocked also.. not coz o abu incident definitely.. i didnt cry at tt part during the debriefing.. wahahaha i thought i was supposed to b angri .. but.. whatever it is.. i m glad tt its over... n e rest if up to the club to clear... for those hu understand it.. noes it..

baby out in e field for the longest time.. 6 days.. n tuesdae rained almost e whole dae... i hope he is fine... hmmm always worried .. sometimes when i received phone calls or sms.. thought will b some how related to him.. like he is sick or injured himself .. always worrying.. esp. after the 2 incidents.. hmmm how to not worrry.. but wat i will do now.. is to HOPE! believe that he is fine.. n i will patienly wait:)...

muahahaha work wise.. i m still slow... still learning.. otw otw.. i can sort o predict how i will be like when i pass out.. STRESSED IN N OUT!

oh yea.. one point i like to sae... e nite where we stayed over in sch wif e velocity committee... i so enjoyed e part when we relaxed at the playground.. playing uno n pick up sticks.. esp. wif naz n liyana... its so relaxing.. no stress... jus merely enjoying each other's company :) how nice.. e hug i gave to liyana n naz .. to mi is jus veri special.. mani times when i meet them.. we always tok abt adc.. they will tell mi wat events they huf n how busi they are.. till when we ssee each other we r so shaggged... till sometimes i sick o their adc events.. so tt nite.. feeling esp. missed them though i m seeing them rite at tt veri moment... awwwwwww i m jus saying how i m feeling at tt nite.. dunnoe.. mayb at nite ah.. feel extra lonely n emotional.. muahahha okok.. i huf said wat i wanted to sae....

i love hafiz baby!

wilfred sux

2007-11-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

hah... i dunnoe.. i mus b dumb or sth.. sometimes or rather all e time..

i dunnoe y e hell m i involved in velocity...

so much for helping my friends... oh well.. a friend in need is a friend indeed.. yeah ..

dun understand y m i doin things n carrying out events tt i think wont work well.

coz.. 1st it was nvr a good idea to open to sch.. i tink its quite impossible.. further more it clashes wif some soccer thing.. so rockclimbing or soccer.. which is more popular.. in nyp? u noe e answer.... this idea thanks to wilfred e short man.

2nd.. everybody is taking this not seriously... except ..

3rd... adventure club pple themselves are not ON.

4th.. working under wilfred's nose.. thought o it simply suCKS.. i hate him! he is one bloody man.. hu loves adventure but hate rockclimbing... i dun care if there is a new wall coming up or anithing.. wait till its built ok.

5th... i dunn see y a person no longer in adc is more active in this event than those still in adc.. bloody hell.

6th.. stupid mouth o mi to agree to help out.. hmmmm... forgot tt things are no longer e way it is... damn.................................

7th..... i hate it when things done half way... done smoothly.. n pple wan to continue wif it... like SO irritating! hmm tt is no issue or no finger pointing to anione... pity.....

8th i m so bloody fake.

9th.. so hard to keep telling pple this n tt.. pple jus nod their head.. n progressss is dead slow.. or not moving at all.. i like.. instructions given.. snap ur fingers n go.. if u dunnoe.. ASK!

10th.. i hate pple hu give their promises but nvr fail to accomplish them.. wat e hellll

all in all.. it contributes to WILFRED SUCKS... dun ask mi y i jus hate e sight n e thought o working under him!! tell wilfred to read this blog i care not a lot.. coz.... i m speaking e truth tt i dislike him.. u ! yes u !

hah.. feel great writing it down... hmmm ever since i stopped my diary writing since i was back in germany.. too much feelings to pour it out.... cant always pour to komeng.. he b asleep before i reach half of it... poor him... so tired..

but events n things n pple always huf a way to brighten oneself up... :)

i may huf nothing in my life.. but i huf my family n komeng... :)

i cant imagine if one dae i live wif e thought o not having my family in my life...

wat do i do .. wat can i do if i dun huf komeng by my side.. in my heart in watever things i do..

thanks to them tt i m here todae... able to complain abt everything in e world... being so so complacent... n yet they will still love mi no matter wat... i dun see this as like.. being a spoil brat or some manja gal.. coz... family n hafiz is part o my life... without them... i dunoe how to live.. i dunnoe how to do my activities of daily living... not to mention on bein complacent.. wats being complacent by then?

komeng's bdae is comin up!
so excited!! next up is social nite.. (i dun wan to go) shy ah...
next up is our 2nd yr anniversary... oooo more exciting.!!

k... tmr marks e 3rd week o prcp.. veri soon.. its gonna b a mth.. it looks like we jus started yesterdae!! woohoo! veri soon. it b e 2nd month... by e 3rd month to look forward to anniversary... when our anniversary ends... wif new growth of love fountain showering its wonders to all pple wif love... it actually highlight tt prcp is coming to end.. in no time!! goodness!!! i m .. so exhilarated!! SPo2.. 95% alreadi.. heart rate 123! respi 30 breaths per min..
asthmatic atttack on e way... somebody.. sabutamol wif normal saline via face mask thro. compressed air pls administer to mi now!~

alrite.. to bath.. pack my bag... get my mattress cover in n way o dream o baby little hafiz! i love u ! muacks!! happppppppppppy 1 yr n 10 mth anniversary! wah!!!! m i dreaming or wat hafiz!! how is this possible!!!

i m crazi.. now.. read e top o my entry n read e end ... i m MAD!

2nd week o PRCP

2007-11-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

mondae: alert :)
tuesdae: less alert but still observant :/
wednesdae: less oriented , weary :S
thursdae (todae): shagged :(
fridae: unknown

y do i always get so worn out during attachments.. i m like.. hmmm so tired n irritated tt i dont wan to go for my napfa test tmr.. coz i b half dead.. like NOW.

i call saturdae n sundae my rehab daes... where i SLEEEP!

but soon those daes will b gone.. i b working for 8 hours in a freezing ward.. where u forget to drink water coz its jus too cold.. then ur lips starts to crack.. then u find urself veri heaty n uncomfortable in a freezing ward... then u fall sick..

my GCS : still 15.. but i dunnoe for e upcomin weeks..

i dunnoe y i m working so hard to set routes for velocity.. i m wasting my afternoons where i could rest.. i m shagged.. wahahaha i dunnoe why i wan to help out wif some club tt i dont love.. at all. wat m i trying to prove? onli i myself noe... realli?

i noe y i m here writing all these... i m tired... i shall not set routes todae.... or tmr.. or e dae after next.. or ani daes to come.. thinking o working under wilfred's nose.. makes mi wanna puke.. n mind u further.. i m sick .. bleagh!

gone. ! plus miss n missing n missed u

midst oo everything..

2007-11-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

i m currently in e midst of reading up some lecture notes.. when i thot i shld reflect my working styles, learning attitudes and level o determination in doin things..

i m veri half hearted... my mind is not all on working... my mind will switch off when i realize my hands are free frm tasks. i fear o pple asking mi qtns.. coz i m not knowledgable enough.. though i fear.. i nvr pick up my book n do some research, neither do i search the internet for info nor open my mouth to ask.

i realised or rather i felt when i work .. pple are looking at mi.. pple more experienced/senior are looking at mi.. i felt intimidated. i dunnoe if i m doin e rite thing tt they would expect o mi to do. i huf no style o my o own. y? becoz i do not read up do not update myself wif e latest knowledge. so no knowledge = no foundation = no principle = no own working style tt adheres to appropriate tasks.

now considering my attitude.. y no knowledge? coz i m LAZY. so i dun huf knowledge. i dun bother to read up! i spent my free times out o e house.. not to e library.. but to climb.. to pool.. to cycle.. to play... to meet my friends and boifriends. ppple mus b thinking u shld relax urself sometimes. but i m too relaxed. i kept thinking tt a lot o things mus learn wif lots o practice.. so i do not touch theory much.. y? coz we huf been doin years o theory alreadi.. i m sick it. haha weird isnt it.:)

level o determination now.. whenever i try to do some reading up... like NOW.. i m actually here bloggin n toking rubbbish... instead o reading up seriously!
wat e hell...

rubbish jas... irritating!
i got so mani things to learn n revise.. to refresh my memory and enhance my working capabilities:)

EDH SDH EVD lumbar drain CLC stroke haemorrages laceration decortication decerebration 12 cranial nerves frontal to occipital lobes right sided and left sided paraylsis semi conscious confused comatosed CNS neurons spinal injuries blah blah blah...

tt is how much i m lacking behind.. will i ..? start now?? i dunnoe:) jas.. help urself:)

i jus knew nobody will noe abt tis..

2007-11-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

this entry is for myself.. i want to do e reflection thing.. this 2 weeks holidaes huf been a .. slackin n i cant b bothered holidaes.. i huf dumped everything to e dustbin or where ever i can dump it.. so tt i dun need to tink o anithing..
but i tink its jus pure normal human beings of us..
e more things we dump behind.. or wanting to forget it for a while.. other matters will arise n make u tink o it..
n there u thought u could totally relax ur mind n not attack ur brain cells to tink o matters.. but NO. human beings nvr rest e moment they were conceived.. they waste their time growing.. wasting their time looking for things.. waste their time to work towards their goals.. waste their time to solve problems waste their time to solve n help others problem.. whereever u are.. HUMAN BEINGS nvr stop thinking n working!! i mean nvr stop.. can be things like.. n can b relaxing during ur holidaes.. but u CAN be busi eating!! busi thinking what u WANT to
eat for the dae n tmr.. n daes to come!!
this is life n HUMANS!

n poor poor komeng.. everytime he booked out i m sure he wants to see mi happpily n we are able to spend happy times together.. but i always wiill pour watever shit i huf in this week or watever to him when we meet.. i feel tt i huf to.. coz i wan him to noe what i huf been doing in my life even though its e suckiest thing on earth.. i feel so bad.. i wan him to noe how i had been feeling e past daes tt kind o thing.. sometimes when things dont huf a solution or wat.. i sulk.. n didnt bother to gif him more tender loving care.. awww.. i m such a bad girlfriend:( i noe tt its ok to share ur thoughts n watever wif e other half.. but if u always hear boring stories u get bored n fed up one dae.. same to hearing demoralising stuffs. u get demoralised too.. i m so afraid komeng starts to feel demoralised too!! hahaha he cant! coz he needs lots o motivation now! in his training n all! n i wan to be there!

hopefully works come along.. n i start to get bz all over again
then when things become smoother.. i get used to it..
oh come on jas.. i noe u dun wan to grow old.. but cant b helped...
grow old or die.. i choose to grow old for now..
coz i still believe e world
is beautiful..
coz i huf u .. komeng :)

i love u !

P.S: i assume nobody is reading this.. dun let mi noe ok. :)

reflection not thro a mirror.. but ard ur memories.. muacks

2007-10-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

as e busi week is abt to start.. i feel tt i need to look back at the time when i was in germany..

to see wat i huf missed out.. tt i didnt mention or didnt share wif anione..

these shall b done thro. mani photos.. i huf been looking at all photos these daes till early morning like 2 or 3plus..

so lets see wat i huf here todae...

this is e hand... tt needs a lot o training to get on form in climbing again!! loook at i lost one o e bands.. then i lost another one again not long before i come home. now onli one lonely one left.. :(

have u seeen this cabbage in singapore before? i would love to buy one back n show my mum.. cute rite.

one o e most commonest brand in germany.. wif veri good buys sometimes.. i bought 2 tops at 1.45 euros each in e nite.. e next dae i went.. it was sold at 3.50 euros.. can someone tell mi why?

chicken fried rice at asian restaurant!! super salty!! everything there is salty!! but i like:) i love sausages that is realli salty... popcorns SALTED ONLY!! everything salted.. kidney failure awaits mi... :P

see seee seee.. sausages in e bread. e bread is not cut open n sausage put in.. they poke one hole into e bread n put e sausage in.. yummmmmmmmy... different types o eating!!

for todae, this shall be it.. more to come.. fill up my life.. i dont wan to die as a grumpy lady.. :)

baby!! bite u !

jeng jeng jeng

2007-10-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

one week will pass veri soon
n i will start my attachment in sgh for 2 weeks.
sounds boring?
i m looking forward to it! keeps mi busi!
btw, life is back to my climbing!! i neeed to brush up a lot a lot.. i DEPROVED! shit head.

somebody knock mi hard into my brains!! i need to lose some shit..numbers are slowly increasing on e weighin machine!

when i m back

2007-10-03T02:46:00.000+08:00

life is in a mess when i m back..

things lying all around..

stufffs left unpacked..

things cant be found for eg.: my own house key...!!???

wat e helll.. n the worst thing is

somebody is missing !!

i cant make it.. sooon....

what a relaxing saturdae

2007-09-30T04:02:00.000+08:00

my ever last saturdae was well spent.. veri well spent in germany..

wat i did for e saturdae:

woke up at 10am... slack.. stone..

do nth.. go online...

cook BRANCH and chit chat till nooooon..

headed to e hospital for e last time..

received german testimonial.. (can throw into dustbin) :x

visited my patients and colleagues for e last last time... they were happy to seeee mi :)

at abt 3pm, headed to e airport to check out e tax refund for my friend's LV bag... hahaha

half an hr later, moved on some ULU place in stuttgart thinking that we could some time there!! but we came out of train and went back in 3 mins later.. there was nth...

5pm: early italian dinner at this VAPIANO restaurant.. great ambience and nice food.. :)

6pm: cam whoring/photography session at the garden/park/watever u call it.. lovely memorable pictures to look at in e future.. till abt 7pm?

straight on was huften gold cafe.. for OILY curry chicken soup which we hated.. but we had good drinks accompanied by the food... and o coz... another photography parading session :)

finally we headed back to hostel.. to face the horrible luggage.. i m 120% sure its overweight.. n now.. my last time blogging in germany!!

ok tired alreadi.. bye:) tshus germany!! love u !

looking at germany sunset for e last time

lazing on e grass for some peacful moments.. :) 100% relaxed

my mum sae dun play wif fire... i am not playing wif it.. i m tasting it..

for you

2007-09-28T15:12:00.001+08:00

for hafiz:

it was then.....

the unexpected but planned birthdae surprise:)

through all competitions we had each other.. n all ur funny sound effects and actions, along with ur illogical-logical reasoning.. those daes were full o laughters and joys and o coz love..

till u had to leave us.. n mi.. for her.. (france i mean)

emo-ness sets in.. all we could do is wait.. n wait..

i wished i could eat u up n keep u in my stomach.. forever..:)

all these while, u stayed strong for urself n mi.. :) thank you..

all in all.. ure missed by mi.. jasmine...

how much?? beyond description..

missing u ..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you,baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile

I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just wanna hold you close

Feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment

For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

'Cause I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah

I don't wanna miss a thing

from jasmine:)

for adventure club:)

2007-09-28T03:27:00.000+08:00

the family i wan to introduce e world to.:)

we are always filled wif stupidity ... lameness...

and laughters... smile gals.. jus tt sometimes guys like to spoil e beautiful image(behind)..

dont let them ruin e smiles... continue smiling..

one o e most comical pictures.. both strong but simply different.. totally... in height..:)

looking for man? currently onli left 2 available in tt pic..

even when ur dae looks like this in e morning..

it will somehow turn out as exciting as e those in e pic .. at e later part o e dae.. tt's my beloved family..

wif them, life's nvr boring..

to e twins tt i nvr can make e difference in my 1st yr when i entered e family, u two are realli alike.. but totally different in personalities.. by now i could tell.. haha:)

its all these humorous "ceremonies" that drew us closer.. each yr..

e joy when all go hunting for e peak of some mountain and waterfall..:) n e closeness we develop for each other..

absolute satisfaction:)

e men in black..

this is to vin.. if you are reading this:)

to e captain! our veri strong captain!! hang in there!! smile:)

mani pictures were realli memorable and sweet.. however some pictures are not reallli appropriate to post esp. when relationships and statuses had differ now.. but there is jus this pic that i nvr had ani hesitation posting it up.. coz its forever:)

its them:)

frm adventure club:)

love:)

as daes pass by

2007-09-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

my climbing mates!! one o my happiness moments in germany:)

caroline, annika and jas.. the german friends we made when the train broke down. had to spend 1 and a half hours to walk to e next train station.
jasmine and climbing friends.. i jus cant remember his name. we suppose to look relaxed.. like climbing is no kick to us!! wahahaha
e friend whom i lived wif, seen her in her undies, eat and cook wif her, weekend outings together, rushin for train, complaining and sharing about everything tt happened in e hospital, having each other n onli each other these past month and we shared e same name too~jasmine:)

mi, professor astrid, sabrina and oliver, our dining mates during the nite of 100% singaporean meal prepared by both jasmines jas and natalie, another climbing mate of mine. i so hope that she comes to singapore soon and i can bring her to all e wonderful food we have in singapore:)
jas, ms brigitte and jas. ms brigitte is like a mother to us... she treat us realli well like her own daughters. we could realli feel the warmth n love frm her:) hope that she had a good time in greece :) thanks ms brigitte
jas, luisa and gisela. my nursing colleagues for e past 3 weeks plus. lovely pple, though we dont realli understand each other becoz o e language.. doesnt matter. love them lots!!

as daes pass by, pple die.....

.......

....

...

dying o boredom i mean..

its now thursdae in germany. i still huf like fridae?? saturdae?? n then finally sundae..

this thursdae todae is hard to pass ... spent my time rotting at e hostel. becoz it was raining n super duper cold. so i had time to post this entry. aniwae.. tmr is fridae n then saturdae.. n SUNDAE. its hard not to count e time tt passes so slowly. its becoz there were realli nth to do.. cant go out.. no TV.. gosh.. i did survive without tv afterall!! hafiz kept asking mi not to watch tv back in singapore and i jus told him its irresistable and i cant live without it.. n here i m living without tv for a past one month.. hmmmmmmm ironic... pple back in singapore, i envy u .. u huf things to do everydae.. and friends n family living so close to u tt we simply ignore them sometimes coz they are always at ur sight.. till ure in my shoes...

but time in germany was realli lovely in a way.. met mani wonderful pple, they realli brighten up ur dae n helped mi reduced my homesickness. nevertheless, when at e latest time o e nite, e sickness gets to the most prominent.. family, boyfriend and friends..:) missed!

its freeezing cold todae

2007-09-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

todae's weather: cold + windy + rain = freeezing coldnesss!!

makes mi wanna go home faster n earlier!!

i hope sundae's weather is good. i huf got no hands to carry an umbrella wif all e other things i be carrying with mi!!

pls oh pls!!

COUNTIN DOWN

2007-09-27T04:15:00.000+08:00

todae is e offical end to all my attachments in e hospital in germany.. yeah!!
happi!
tmr i m goin to the school of nursing... what will happen i huf no idea.. but i couldnt care less!!
bcoz i b back soon!!
n its a whole piece o exciting and anticipatin event!!
had mani gatherings wif e german friends i made here. frm e university, frm climbing.. etc.. love them a lot... but everytime i meet them i drink coffee. cauppacino.. sick o it.. but tt's wat they do here... when they meet.. wahahah. i wish we could go for a movie or sth.but nah.. n this fridae i huf to meet up wif this hospital nurse i made friends wif onli on mondae.. mayb for a COFFEE again!! hmmmmm hate it... i dunnoe y they love coffee so much.. sick o coffee.. todae i met wif my climbing mates.. n i drank a BOWL o coffee.. will show e pics e next time!!
for now.. off to bed.. still sleepy after coffee.. coffee does not work for jasmine at all. no way.. good n a bad thing i guess
ok chao! good nacht

this whole week

2007-09-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

this is e name o one o e train station.. i huf no idea how it was named?? in english or in german??
beers n more beers!! they were posing n singing along all e while.. in e small squeezy rotating beer tent.

back frm e oktober fest... not drunk but dead.. forcin a smile for e camera.. esp. after lots o shopping.
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ewwww dun kill mi!!

awww happiness moment, haagen dazz in e streets o munich at marienplatz.. relaxed n peaceful..

loook at e crowd!!

beeers n more beeers.. drunk n more drunk..

hey hey hey.. this whole week shall b spent looking forward to goin back to singapore!! i noe.. i m so kental.. so homesick.. but so... so wat.. i dun care.. aniwae... pictures o e oktober fest up!! i had lots o fun there!!... e germans didnt realli like oktober fest i dont noe.. mayb it more o e tourist thing or more for e bavarians.. bavarians are a group o germans.. u can b bavarian or non bavarian here.. sth like tt. n bavarian like to dress up in their costumes like e one i posted earlier n they r realli proud o their culture..

n on e last sundae jas n i went to our professor astrid house.. we are onli suppose to call her astrid. she is a veri veri cool professor!! we love her!! n i noe a new word.. ... LECKER!! it means delicious.. i noe it becoz our professor kept saying lecker when she tried our food that we cooked.. yes we had thai jasmine rice.. e rice tt we eat in singapore!! super duper LECKER!!
mi n jas wipped up a few simple local meals.. jas cooked e french beans wif mushrooms, fried eggs wif onions. n i did e fried chicken wif ginger n pepper, fried butter fish, baked dory fish

e taste was sUPERB!! it was all local .. jas n i LOVED them n so do astrid n her colleagues. we had a memorable nite.. it was unforgettable... i kept thinking back abt e dinner that we had.. e chit chats e sun bathing at e balcony.. e cooking session.. phototaking sessions... watever it is... we felt so warm at home n welcomed by astrid n her colleagues.. thank you... they made germany a better place to stay in.. they were realli good hosts to us. cheers to our dinner!!
komeng's back in camp again.. for 3 big weeks... till he booked out for raya.. wah!! died-ed..
hibernating to get ready for e BIG DAE! (1st october!)...

tt's crazi n hip professor astrid.. she teach nursing science in e university... look at her man.. wat happened our local lecturers!! WONG WONG.. learn frm her!! tt's jas n i busi in our cooking!! LECKER!!

mani mani dishes!! loved singapore food best!!

hmmmm.. lecker!!!

ONE WEEK LEFT OFFICIALLY

2007-09-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

trust mi i cant wait to see everyone..

luggage packed.. i hope it does not burst!!

my parents are picking mi up!! yeah!!

to all friends hu looked forwards to gifts n souvenirs.. yes.. there should b enough for everyone!! i thought o everybody n bought mani mani things!! so i should meet up wif everybody gif them a BIG BIG HUG n pass them their gift!! oh my gooodness i m missing everybody.. hopefully i m miseed too.. but i dont care if u all acutally missed mi or not.. coz i love all o u .. esp. when i m over here.. i thought o mani o u pple... esp. ADVENTURE CLUB members.. those in my yrs esp. aww i guessed it was tt u pple were there when i realli m my true self.. n u pple accepted mi for hu i m.. thro.. all e camps.. climbing sessions.. races (onli fun on foot race i remembered).. i dont noe.. i realli wan to go bac now to mmeeet u all.. not onli e gals naz liyana maz lina tess aikim .. but also e guys.. vin rafi umar wan beruk rock hairi hafiz n mani mani more.. aww u pple make mi feel like crying.. wahahaha love u all!! jus missed u all. n o coz i miss my family.. i miss my grandma actuallly.. i onli heard her voice once ever since i was in germany.. over e phone.. then i realised i miss her so much.. this OIPP realli made mi like u pple a lot n also SINGAPORE.. i nvr remembered loving singapore so much like now. n i missed rachel too! i wan to go shoppin wif her again.. shoppin in singapore is heaven's cheaper than europe or germany at least. wahahaha.. i kept saying that i missing sth or somebody .. i should actually sae tt i realli TREASURED EVERYONE N EVERYTHING back there... u all made a difference in my life.. u pple are are little jewels in e treasure box that i huf in my heart.. mus always take out n polish whenever i can so that i always huf memory o them even though i m far frm u all..

but on e other hand.. conTRADICTING!!! i enjoyed myself yesterdae!! i went to e oktober fest!! it was wonderful.... ladies n men dressed up for e festival... they huf this costume called dung dung.. i dun noe how to spell it..but its realli nice.. esp. when e ladies wear them.. making them looking extra sweet n joyous o e occasion!
something like tt at e bottom..wahahah.. i had reversed roller coster rides n power tower rides.. will show u all when pics r up.. mayb soon.. but e happiest moment now is.. goin back!!
P.S: i realli hope my luggage dont burst... pls!!

C.A.R.E

2007-09-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

nurses we are... u tink we onli care for pple?? in fact YES! thats e truth.. we care for them.. its not one or two or a few.. its mani.. patients comes in everydae every moment whenever they huf to... nurses continuously care n care n care.. so when do nurses get e care themselves??
its realli hard esp when patients dun get what they need frm e nurses.. tt is becoz nurses are also human beings.. u cant always b giving.. n everybody comes into e hospital NEEEDING CARE!! its nobody's fault. esp. when life gets all routine.. it becomes realli mundane for e nurses... n patient is more or less treated like a thing rather than a person.. its realli no wonder.. nurses huf too mani things to do!! serving medication (infusion, oral, parenteral, rectal, blah etc) toilet care (shit n urine) oral care, hygiene (sponging, bathing, trolley bath etc), nutrition ( serve diet.. milo, coffee, meals), psychological care (anxiety, sadness, depression, nervousness, madness.. ), social support (inform family members abt patient, ensure family come to see patient.. if nt .. nurses are there to be someone to care for them).. all these work are onli for one patient!! imagine how mani patients are there in e ward? if we would huf enough nurses.. it should b best if ONE NURSE to ONE PATIENT.. then i considered it holistic care!! muahahaha.. but it will nvr happen.. unlesss u got $$ .. we student nurses are all still young n energetic.. we got lots o care to gif .. becoz we ourselves are being cared for!! somebody loves n care for us.. which is our family n our other veri closed ones.. but once we aged.. if family had started in u .. u even huf to provide CARE for ur family.. CARE it such a big word to shoulder on... u need responsibility to care... its more than wat we tink.. but we can see pple practicing it.. we can feel that pple care for us. i dont noe wat i m toking abt.. jus a little tired frm my attachment todae... seen how nurses neglect patient' psychological needs... but at e same time u cant blame e nurses.. coz they simply huf too much in their hands.. i realli love myself for being a student nurse now... i love myself for touching on e whole o patients care... to future student nurses: i hope u can b as wonderful as i thought i m .. i m not boasting or wat.. but being a student nurse can realli help in mani ways.. u r not seen as e most impt one in e ward.. but seen as e most recognised by patients.. patient will call for u for simple little things.. tt we can simply do it but not for them.. so its like chicken feeet to help these patients fulfill their little wishes n making their stay more satisfying.. student nurses are e ones where staff nurses slogged like hell, neglect patient care n u stepped in to fill up e hole there..
its easi to be a registered nurse.. BUT not easy to b a patient centered registered nurse..
we student nurses always look at e way registered nurses work.. n complain to our lecturers n stuff.. n we sae to ourselves or to our friends that we will nvr do tt when we pass out..
but hu can sae wat will happen??
huf u ever been in e shoes o a registered nurse?? wat makes u tink u wont do anithing like e registered nurse did.. huf u ever tried her workload over ur shoulders??
i m not siding wif e registered nurses or protecting myself when i become a registered nurse.. jus to tell those who read that STUDENT NURSES LIFE = ENJOY it!! n student nurses u know it!!

shoppin rocks like always!!

2007-09-21T05:37:00.000+08:00

i LOVE sSShoOOOPppPING!!!

shopping is international.. buying things on impulse is international.. buying things tt is cheap is international!! Or rather UNIVERSAL at least for mi!!! for mi ONLY also i dun care!! shiok!... WALK till legs are tired

mani chocolates, tops, gifts, sweets, badges blah blah blah..

pls blind fold mi when i walk in e streets or i walk into every shop n nvr stop grabbin things!!

it was hell shoppin n camera=ing nite!!

wonderful:)!!

officialllly home sick

2007-09-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

i jus wan to go back.. have my attachment in singapore.. not tt here is bad.. but i prefer my life.. n i wan to climb wif them again.. i m sick o blogging.. wahahhaha i shld jus call up ppple n sae hows my life n watever.. i huf to resort to blogging!! nvr believe it!! hmmmmmm aniwae.. i m coming back alreadi.. its gonna b e end o 3rd weeek in no time!! i huf packed half my luggage.. munich again this weekend.. lots o things to buy n oktober fest to celebrate.. !!!
weekends rocks like mad!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

again

2007-09-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

things get more unpleasant as u scroll down..

u cant ask mi wats e names of these species. coz they are all written in german... hah..

here i m ..

2007-09-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

to all climbers.. they all hu we always looked at during competitions.. salute!!

i fell into a deep dream..

2007-09-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

yes.. i took a reali short nap frm 8.14am to 9.30am.. n i felt into a realli deeep dream.

i could feel myself forcing realli hard to wake up. tt is so weird i noe but i was jus feeling it. after i huf woke up.. feelin so freaked out.. i decided to change and get down to e internet room at my hostel to blog n msn.. feeling better now.. who ever wans to noe wat i dreamt, catch mi on msn or sth like tt.. i dont wish to tok abt it here.. its too complicated..

for now!! neuschwanstein castle (fussen, a place next to munich) n whilema ZOO photos await.. there are simply tonnes of photos but i onli take some for e blog.. e rest i will upload in my pictures webby... when i get back to singapore actually.. wahahaha

sadly, no photos for uploading todae.. i got other things to do!!

neuschwanstein castle built by king ludwig in e past.. dun ask mi when.. go find out urself.. but it was realli beautiful.. e scenaries frm e castle n o coz e castle itself.. wahahaa

i cant wait to climb again! realli.. last week i didnt climb!! reallli feeeling fat!!! u cant imagine!!! n most probably it will be my last climb in germany too.. so hopefully i can make it this fridae n my climbing mates can make it too!!

to pple back in singapore: i b back real sooon.. gif mi another 2 more weeks ok!! for a joke.. i huf alreadi started putting my stuffs back in e luggage!! i misss chicken rice.. prata.. kangkong with sambal.. wah!!

thats mi n my new found friends on sundae!!

another morning in germany

2007-09-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

i simply refuse to wake up for breakfast at 6.30am this morning.. stubbornly laid under my comforter feeling its warmth bocz work todae is Z-UPER SHORT.. i start work at 12pm.. n i end at 3pm.. becoz i m meeting my teacher frm e university for some dinner n evening sightseeing in esslingen- part o stuttgart. so exciting.. meaning i do not need to spend my dae eating bread!! can u believe it!! i m saved!! so i hid under my comforter till 8 plus n then made my own breakfast frm e ration i brought to germany.. HONEY STARS with CHOCOLATE MILK .. yum yum.. no bread at all!! e reason y i huf been blogging everydae is becoz i huf been having afternooon shift this week n i m VERI FREE every morning.. so i m simply here to kill TIME.
next week onwards.. i m hufing most morning shift.. n when i m back i should b touching on e "thanks to mi - commmunity health presentation" but i will definitely blog abt my coming weekend!! it is confirmed tt i will be goin to e zoo on sundae!! i shall bring e animals tt u will nvr see in singapore by then thro. pictures!! e 2nd week is gonna b over.. at this period o time.. in e middle o coming here n goin back.. i m hufing mixed feeelings.. happy n sad tt i m goin back SOON.. i think i siao alreadi..
this entry is boring.. i feel it too.. but i will be bac w more exciting ones.. !!!

RESULTS!

2007-09-14T03:00:00.000+08:00

3033 - B

3034 - B

3053 - B

3108 - B

3106 - B+

3107 - B+

3054 - DISTINCTION

3041 - DISTINCTION

no As but 2 distinction!! YEAH!!!

MUNICH WEEKEND!

2007-09-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

loooking forward to my munich trip this coming saturdae...
i hope there is no rush.. no trains to catch.. no time to go home.. n no hunger felt.. tt's quite impossible for no hunger esp. for mi!! n e 2nd week is coming to an end!! i m happier as e dae to goin back gets nearer!!
sudoku had been enjoying my night life lately.. sad rite.. but its ok... at least i huf SOMETHING to do. not so bad... when i m back at 9pm.. my friend is ASLEEP.. not goin to sleep BUT asleep.. ah somebody help mi.. i might end up toking to myself one dae.. wahaha
oh yes on my last week o attachment on e 27th n 28th i m goin to e sch o nursing instead o being posted to e ward... i thought it was jus hufing lessons as usual.. so i go itchy mouth n asked if i need to bring anithing to go there.. then e person i contacted thro. ´kindly asked e sch for mi.. n guess wat.. they thought it WOULD BE NICE if i could come up wif a talk regarding COMMUNITY HEALTH in singapore.. jas jas.. wat an itchy mouth u huf.. if u had jus shut up.. u wouldnt need to do all these.. but its ok.. e presentation will be in english so i guessed it will be alrite.. i mean shouldnt b a problem to mi.. wahahaha hopefully they not good in english then they will be amazed by mine!! wahahahaah plus plus point.
not much pictures to post yet.. quite lazi to post also..
exams results coming out!! SOOON REAL SOOON... so? wahaha
i reallli realli hope i can go to e ZOO this coming sundae!! i would love to seee e animals!! love animals!!! oh pls.. i hope my partner will wan to go there too!!! then we can go together!!

daes go on.. life continues.. smiles stay

cheers to those living!

P.O.P

2007-09-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

congratulations to our KOMENG for his POP todae!!

wah.. i cant believe time passes so fast.. its jus like 2 daes ago when he went to tekong while i m in hongkong!

times comes and go n nobody can stop them.. whether to speed it up or slow it down.. its jus goes on how it wan it to be!! i toking rubbbish!! i noe!

boring mah.. time here is damn slow.. i woke up for breakfast at 6.30am then back to my rooom for nap till 9am. it seems like i slept for another 6hrs wahaha..

due to e W.O.L.S time here.. i huf picked up sudoku.. thanks to my friend hu brought e sudoku book.. if not i would HAVE BORED TO DEATH..
a picture of e POP-ed BOY-s!!

i love e botak boy..
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e botak boy in red!

pictures to entertain..

my climbin mates!- frm left.. james, tess, aikim, sarah, eddry and fi

i missed sasha.. but this is sarah.. her aunt and komeng's younger sister wished i huf taken sasha's pictures earlier.. SASHA IS SO CUTE!

i miss e shirt i m wearing in e picture.. i hufen got e chance to wear it here.. n o coz miss wat i was as eating then...!! PEPPER RICE eaten at AMK hub!

yes.. tt's.. frm left.. ahmad. rach. jas. ervy. liyana. n cong
we were.. i dunnoe.. however u wana describe it.

e buddha of NR0527!!

e crazi gal i missed a lot!

n my GILER Friends!! LIYANA (gendung) n NAZ

twenty one....... yes or no................

2007-09-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

if i can do it.. call mi PERFECT GAL!

YES or NO?

scratch my head looking/feeling troubled......

i dont tink i can make it.. realli..

jus not enough!

2007-09-10T15:50:00.001+08:00

here he is..
goin..
goin..
gone..

call mi selfish or greedy or wat.. but i dun care.. watever i m writing here is on impulse or in fit of irrational moood when i calm down i will tink better..i jus hate it... after these 3 weeks... i go back to singapore.. i onli huf 2 or 1 weekend? n then 6 mths gone.. in france.. kill mi now.. n wake mi up when 6 mths passed.............................................................................................................................................................

ok.. i m feeling better now.. well.. nth much actually jus complaining..

i can do this!!

running to catch up

wonderful evening in stuttgart

testing my photography skills. not bad huh.. nth to do wat in e train..

nth much to do on e road also..

one o my fav. pic.. taken by one o e mexican couple who is hufing holidae in paris..
hu can touch e tip o eiffel tower? tt's mi!!

this is an entry of e emo jas..

tschüs!

sundae peace

2007-09-10T03:07:00.000+08:00

tt's e squeezy lift at my hostel onli take max 3 pple.. n sometimes it doesnt work.. well were lucky tt it is working esp. on weekends. :) e lift is so cool we huf to push e door open hehe:) i like..

it was a wonderful well spent sundae over here in stuttgart, due to e fatigue we endured yesterdae becoz we went to paris.. everything was rush rush rush.. 3 and a half long hours o train to get back to stuttgart frm paris... realli tired.. but surprisingly i slept till 9 plus in e morning.. in singapore its rather early but over here it seems like u have enough rest.. i dunnoe y also.. wahhaaha..

awaken at 9 plus.. started to blog in e morning which took quite long.. coz i m a bad blogger. i dont blog usually till i m goin to germany.. then i started to pack my stuff i mean clean my area.. do washing.. pack my table.. pack my drawers... had a croissant which i bought 2 daes ago. wahahaha well n then i called my mum using e phonecard which had 11 dollars left n mayb 10 minutes i calling.. yes after sending my regards to my mama n tell her i m all well.. except that my nose is bleeding... cannot tell her later she nag again.. dun wan to let her worri also.. wahahaha.. then i tried calling my darling baby wif no avail.. well then i went back to pack my room.. n went to make 'branch'. i had bolognaise... i cooked myself ok.. wahahaha.. it waas super uber delicious.. which then i spent my sweet n peaceful afternoon making jigsaw puzzle which i brought frm paris. then i decided to take a nap but remembered that i had to try calling baby again.. i tried e international toll free line cant get thro. in e end i called baby using my hp..

EXPENSIVE

but definitely worth it.. at least he picked up e phone n we toked.. i heard his voice n he heard mine... i almost cried after toking to him.. missed him so much.. i cant believe but its onli one week.... i also tried to call him again using e remaining abt in my phone card. which has 4 mins left until it said " u huf zero value in ur card ".. oh well.....

then my friend woke up frm her afternoon nap... n we decided to move out of our room n go to e TV tower in stuttgart.

e tv tower is 270 m n it is e world first tower made of concrete n its a prototype of mani tv towers in e world.. take abt 15mins to go there.. u huf to walk thro a forest n it was a good dae n time to walk thro. it.. it was not chilly quite scenic i called it.. veri peaceful to come to. then my friend n i zoomed rite into the gift shop to get souvneirs for my family n friends n boyfriends. then we paid 3 euros to go up e tower. when we went up.. it was strong strong wind.. n we started to shake.. tooo coooold... moving on.. we moved down to this "panaroma cafe" and had.. yup sausages and latte/cuppucino.. which is our dinner as well. after e warm meal.. we braved ourselves to e highest part o e tower which we can gain acccess to.. n took some photos o coz.. e scenary is gorgeous.. worth e trembling n gittering of teeth..

then now back in e rooom blogging.. after a warm bath.. did i mention tt i hate my attachment hospital?? i mean its like e same thing over n over again. i m attached to a orthopaedics ward for 3 weeks n e last i dunnoe where.. i was not confirmed wif a place to go to. i didnt like orthopaedics in singapore alreadi.. now in germany.. ah.. boring.. whereas my friend is luckier... she get to go different wards every week n this week she went to intensive care unit n next e dermatology ward.. wat e ... but its alrite.. i huf every weekend to look forward to........ n climbing.!

can somebody help mi out??my skin is getting dryer n rougher.. due to e weather. can somebody tell mi wat to do!!! everytime i looked into e mirror i wan to cry. i hope when i get back to singapore it will b jus fine.. pls pray for mi. :)

oh yes i forgot to mention tt my baby called mi..! i m so happy and he will be calling mi on tuesdae again after my shift! well since he had no time to blog.. on behalf of him i shall inform tt he tt he will be awarded in tekong on 12th sep at his POP ceremony.. company best n sth else.. ask him if ure interested! i m so happy for him.. :)

to those back frm rinjani.. pls update mi regarding ur trip. i would love to find out abt ur trekking there.. n photos.. n liyana e gendung friend.. hufen heard from u .. quite missed u .. at least i tok to naz once on msn..

ah ya my camera failed mi when i went to paris.. so i had to take photos wif my hp n cant upload it till i get back to singapore. however my friend camera is working. managed to get those pictures from her. n now.. my camera is otw to full battt. it better work on this weekend bcoz we r goin to munich- capital o germany!! i mus definitely get good rewards back frm there.. mayb sundae wil b spent in a zoo in stuttgart..

to those hu read this post.. send regards to those i noe n tell them i miss them.. i realli reallli do!!

i wan to go back to singapore and eat nasi briyani, meegoreng, mcspicy, banmian, old changkee, nasi lemak, tau huay, salted fish fried rice... ah!! canot mention further.. im salivating n stomach is demandin for food alreadi.

ok i gtg now.. ending wif pictures as usual..

pictures brighten up my life n as e saying goes.. pictures saes a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ words. ok now go! good nite!

ya wats ur problem.. tt's sth i bought in konig strasse aka konig street. in a shoppin center. can cover my ears.. coooolllddd.. i tink it looks realli cute:) esp mi :)

a wonderful view frm e tower

tt's jas n jas standing rite in e tower!

and there it is e 270 m tall TV tower!

till i blog again:) take ccare

PARIS AND ROCK CLIMBING

2007-09-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

climbing on fridae n paris on saturdae.. i m contented... ok can go back to singapore... o coz not.. im m goin to munich next week end!!

ok now pictures to enjoy.

i mus b mad to be leading... their wall is abt safra's wall n higher.. ask mi to lead this.. no endurance.. but pple over here prefer top roping n leading... i onli top rope one route.. then i lead abt 4 routes.. die ah... no strength alreadi.. but it was fun..i made friends!

tt's danila - gal and sasha - boy. dont ask mi why e names suit more of the other gender.. jus e way it is.. they were my climbing partners for e nite!

feeel my excitement climbers!

a view of e gym... high huh.well tt's a short entry regarding my climb. when i ended my climb i went to bath.. hmm bathing there has no dooors.. i mean beside e door between e man n the women.. so i had to bath wif european women.. naked.. i tink i m e onli stupid and kental one to wear undies n bath.. like gendung sia.. then one by one e women come in naked... i see alreadi also feel shy..i veri conservative one ok.. but after tt hack care ah..i tok to them while i bath to make myself feel better.. in the end i made a friend n she drove us back to e hostel.. wahahha not bad.. ah.. but i realli dun like a idea o bathing naked wif others n they huf no dooors... ah... well.. i need to do tt again if i m climbing e next time.. n yes i m climbing again.. soon... e nakedness undressed.. i dunnoe wat i m toking abt.

now PARIS!!

le maldeline

musee de lourves

notre dam

paris eye

arc de triomphe

and Eiffel tower!

i love EUROPE!

i huf done it!!

2007-09-08T05:22:00.000+08:00

let e pictures tell u my joy...

u noe it soon! i m aching..

tshus! good nakht.!

i love u baby

more to come..

life here is.. W.O.L.S

2007-09-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

hey everybody.. nth much todae .. work was usual... actually its becoming quite routine... i m jus getting e hang o it.. n even if i get e hang o it.. also no use.. there are mani things i cant do like documentation.. or watsoever that needs to use german... welll.. tt's abt it.. besides i looooook forward to knocking off everydae esp. after my morning shift.. then i can roam e streets. its realli fun.. recognising landmarks... i mean its not veri hard... n its not a chore to do it.. bcoz o e weather becoz it keeps u coool n calm. in singapore if u cant find ur way.. jus stretch ur hand out o e road and wait for ur taxi. well jus blogging to sae that tmr is saturdae n i wont be using computer till e next weekdae i guess..
one weeeeek in germany is super long.. i miss home alreadi. i wan to go back.. i didnt noe how hafiz manage to survive in france for 3 mths.. crazi.. its not tt its not fun.. but time here pass realli slowly.. wahahaha maybe singapore is jus too fast.. wahahaha..
after my lip cracking.. e areas around my finger nails are cracking alreadi.. hmmmm whatever ah... cant b bothered! ok i got to go get ready for climb.. hope it does not bring dissapointment!! like.. i cant climb animore.. or watever la....
AH YA... I M GETTING FATTTER N FATTTER N FATTTER N FATTER N FATTTER till e VERI FAT END.... save mi!!!!

i love you baby!

action speaks louder than words...

2007-09-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

guten arbent! todae was a fruitful dae for mi n my partner here coz we went shopping!! k before that, for mi it was veri fruitful too.. sometimes action speaks louder than word. bcoz rite here in germany i cant speak german.. all i can show my potential is thro. action. language here is a big barrier but at e same time is a blessing in disguise becoz somehow pple look at u MORE through ur actions n non verbal cues n i can tell that my patients like mi.. thro. their smiles and gestures o coz..wahahah.. its like.. non verbal cues are universal.. u can see through ones gestures their attitudes and feelings towards u .. whether one felt appreciated or irrtated for example. wahahah.. i realli like it.. its hard for mi to explain.. it jus gifs mi more motivation to perform better to gif more to improve their quality o life.. o coz if one dun show appreciation i will wan to try harder to help them n show tt i truely wan to help them.. tt's y i wan to b a nurse. other nurses might sae there r other things to do like admin work but than jus patient contact.. well there is e onli job nearest to wat i wan.. besides there r pros n cons in everything..

ok next!! SHOPPPPING. yes.... i bought a beanie.. a jacket n a top.. my beanie n jacket bought frm e kids section.. wahahah can u believe it.. i cant.. wahahaha so exciting to b shopppin in germany wahahaha time passs veri slowly then u dun need to quickly buy.. scare late or wat. wahahaha cooool shop all u wan is e word! tmr is e last dae o work for this weeeek n HERE i come PARIS. update wif pictures from PARIS soooon!!! dun b jealous my friends...
tchüs! chao!

ps: ah ya.. climbing tmr!!!!

adventurer - jasmine!!

2007-09-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

guten arbent (good evening)!! todae i had morning shift... started work at like 6.15am.. wah die... u huf no idea how freeeeeezing cold it was in e morning.. imagine u said singapore,s weather at 3am.. its at least 2-3 times colder than tt in e morning.. but!! e goooood thing is i ended shift at 2.30pm. meaning... i get to go around myself in STUTTGART on my OWN!! so i called it an adventure.. i huf found out exactly how to go to e climbing center in stuttgart... n i will go this fridae!! so exciting!!! other than that.. there was sun!! like finalllly!! felt ABIT o warmth.. but was deeeeeply satisfied.. n contented.. n y i called it an adventure.. is..... i got e freeeedom to walk where i wan to walk till night falls.. so i ventured ard my neighbourhoood.. got to noe more stufffs.. n yes... i went to e RED LIGHT DISTRICT!..... ALONE... at........ 4 pm in e afternoon(try to dare mi to go in e nite wahaha).. quite safe.. there are almost no one on the streeets o coz except for a few guys at e far end o e street.. i dunnoe.. y.. dun ask mi.. if i huf e chance to go there again.. n if there realli is no one..... i will take some photoss... wahahaha so exciting.. i nvr went to geylang n realli walk into e red light district by myself... not counting those near my house la... it was quite fun.. n yup.. i went supermarket.. for e 1st time since i came here... so fun.. lookin at all those german words and prices that i dun understood.. to make sure i get e right stufffffs.... i asked around.. duh!! so ya now i m back home (hostel).. i will cooook dinner for my friend n mi later... LOVE COOKING.. so exciting too!! i dunnoe if i had said this earlier.. i will b goin paris this weeeekend!! ah!! e exciting weeekend.. hows everybody over there?? i hope whoever reads my blog can tell mi hows life there in singapore.. n if u seee mi on msn.. sae HI!!.. i m starting to noe more german.. no choice.. due to pressure.. patients all speak german.. nurses speak german.. i cant live on english alone.. wahahaha... CALL mi ADVENTURER JASMINE for now!! i will continue my adventure here in germanY!

cracking......

2007-09-05T04:49:00.000+08:00

castle in black forest at BADEN BADEN.. flights o stairs.. endlesssss ones.

i dont noe if its e lip moisturiser i m using or is it jus e weather... MY LIPS ARE CRACKING LIKE MAD.... i HATE it!! help mi!!! my hands are getting dryer... like old aunite alreadi.. ah!!!!! shit man...

komeng...

pictures

2007-09-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

where i m attached to the next 4 weeeks..

these are dentist equipments.. selling in e streets.. or rather main train station in stuttgart.. for wat i dunnoe.. haha

tis scary huh..

guten tag

i m up here to put some phots o my life here since i didnt do it e last few times.. jus some random pictures.. wahahaha

aniwae.. one thing i love abt germany. they have beautiful buildings.. realli love them n wished i was loving in there!!

k chao.. got to go work now.. take care all pple.. see u soooon..

first overseas hospital attachment! scary and lost

2007-09-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

alrite... thanks to my goooodooooooooonesssss... i deleted e whole passage tt i typed earlier jus now.. i pressed the wrong key on e key board.. bloody hellll.. there goes.. i was toking abt my very first clinical attachment in diakonie klinikum in stuttgart. i was posted to an orthopeadics ward. a ward i wished i will nvr b aniwae.. so .. believe it or not i got lost in the hospital.. i dunnoe but its jus big n BIG BBiiiiiiiiGGGGGGG wow... wif signage in german where u dun understand a single shit.. wahahaha i cant take it.. oh ya u get new uniform everydae.. using a machine. where u need to tap ur chip to identify ur size and watever... quite cool.. but all these happened in e basement.. where its scary.. long corridors.. seeming endlesss. lots o turns.. where u nvr noe if u will bump into ani person/or not a person... quiet tt u can hear e door click when it closes.. e place is so big that even e handsome guy (he works in e hospital) hu tried to help mi failed to.. n he works in e hospital.. then came e ward its either hip or knee prothesis surgery. pple usually come in for either hip or knee surgery.. onli these two.. their ward (station) is equivalent to 2 wards compared to singapore hospital.. one ward is so big over in germany. there were 2 filipinos staff nurses who can speak english lucky mi.. but e patients here most o them speak PURE german.. shit.. i noe mani procedures they are doing.. but was not in time to do them because they speak in german.. aniwae.. e food they serve to e patient sucks too.. at least i hate it. i dunnoe abt the patients mayb they like it.. muahahaahaha... its cold.. n its bread n cheeeeese.. ooooooo sick.. then in the evening came a doctor.. he helped mi wif the "bahn" meaning the trains to paris.. he offered mi the doctors room to use the comp for internet access.. too friendly.. n because the doctors room is a room... here comes e scary part...
he said : would u like to follow mi?
i said: yes ok..
then we went into e room.. quite dark.. but door open..then
he said: u can use e computer here .. and if anibody asked i can sae its mi hu allowed u to use it..
i said: really.. im allowed?
he said: ya.. but o coz u mus close e door..
n he went up to close e door.. there is only 2 o us in tt dark room wif the computer on... ONLY...
my heart went.. pounding.. i could feel it in my mouth.. i mean he might not mean anithing.. but.. dark room.. tall german guy... small gal like mi... nobody else... dooor closed.. hmmmmmmmmm
but nothing happeneed thank god but it scared e hell out o mi though.. finally i knocked off n its nite time.. in the afternoon is rained so it was really cold at nite.. my lips cracked otw home.. i tried to search for my lip moisturizer... but cant find it.. n i dun wan to stop and find it coy i only wan to reach e hostel as fast as possible as fast as my legs can carry mi.. i hate it.. coz i m alone.. n its nite.. i dun care if its in singapore.. i can walk alone 12mn.. anithing i jus run... at least i noe where to run.. muahahaha but not here.. n i held my map closer n looked at it longer than i looked at my lecture books during exams.. muahahhaha making sure i take e correct bahn (train) asking ard making sure its e correct way and bahn. finally i got home.. n first thing i did is to blog!! i need to pour out all my excitement and worries and fatigue and insecurity and how much i misssed home i wish was having attachment back in singapore.. no problem wif languages.. i can speak english chinese hokkein malay!! how i miss singapore.. HOSPITALS.. cant believe it.. i m nuts.. ok. aniwae.. over here in germany.. when i go to work.. everybody noes it my bdae.. those hu work wif mi wished mi bdae.. n i got flowers for my bdae too.. how sweet.. thank you to all.. to those in singapore thanks too!! i really missed all o u n SINGAPORE.. i wan to go home!! b at home.. but nevertheless i m stuck here for a mth n i m goin to make e most out o it o cz... rite.. chao (bye) now.. i m dead tired...

stuttgart-hauptbahnof

2007-09-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

i onli huf less than 15 minutes to spare.
weather here is cooling windy and nice! i love it
i m currently at the main station hauptbahnof in stuttgart.
in e few minutes time we will take e train to e black forest - baden baden.
sounds coool. excited!!
erm no internet connection till mondae, waiting for pictures to be uploaded.
starting work on mondae!! looking forward. sausages here r nice!! till ure sick of it man!!
thats all for now.. e keyboard is weird here!! black forest here i come. to pple in singapore.. guten tag!! -good dae!

survival

2007-08-31T15:51:00.000+08:00

how should i be looking at it??

whatever it is.. its comin and i m opening my hands wide to welcome a whole new trail.

wait for mi!! i b back soon..

till i update again.. take care e whole loads o u all! seee u !!

to all for fridae...

2007-08-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

To all it may concern:

31st august 2007

check in 9pm

time of flight 11.10pm

terminal one

turkish airlines

~ see u there~

i cant believe this is goin to happen on fridae.. every step nearer to a whole new world

(:like a wonderful sundae:)

2007-08-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

welcomed e sundae with tiny housechores to do in e morning .. followed by washing by rock shoes.. i dun noe how dirty it can get.. but i definitely do not wan my luggage to smell like those aniwae... so yeah.. everything done... flew to woodlands to meet 'e one'.. jus spending time walking around woodlands.. visited parks after parks.. climbed up and down hill.. stare into air n into each other.. took mani mani pictures! soon we ended up in e library reading books wahahaha n fell asleep n got awaken by e librarians.. oops. then rach called n we set off for our pizza hut dinner at siglap. like wat.. we were... how should i put it.. lost? not lost? blur? i dunnoe la.. luckily got baby sugar roll to help mi along.. reducing my frustration n time loss over searching for siglap center!! wahahaha.. finally settled down and then started feasting! wahahaha... han lin was too nervous to speak in english.. so poor thing.. wahahaha, peili still as gentle as ever, peishan looking good wif saykhong.. terence the adonis cum marie chia customer.. n rach forever tt funny n .. FUNNY.. wahahaha n o coz hafiz hu joined in n smiling all along... he got along quite well wif the NS men!! wahahahaha. good for them:)

then i was totally not aware i swear that we were also celebrating my bdae as well. i always thought it was jus a normal gathering.. wahahaha i realli love tt cake.. chocolate, mi n friends!!

thank you pple... after e deliciously stomach bloating chocolate cake.. proceeded to e playground where e silent nite comes alive.. o coz with all e noises we created while playing 'blind mice' and 'story telling murderer'. i swear climbing helps mi a lot wif e game or i would huf become one o e blinded mice! wahahaha:) wah tired liao... i tink if i dont go to bed now.. i will become a dead mice.. few pics to end e post:

THANK YOU TO ALL:) LOVES!!

yes, tt's shan n saykhong:) tt was saykhong's forfeit for losing e game o guessing numbers:) i dunoe how to describe wat he ate.. ask him by urself if ure interested:)

thank you

seoul garden feast feasting feasted!!

2007-08-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

a saturdae well spent..!!
woke up lazily n went to meet e gang at cityhall mrt station... waited quite long but dun noe how long coz i've got harry potter to accompany mi.. :) yeah.. so veri soon.. rachel, ervy, liyana, cong, ahmad n myself ended up at seoul garden at 11.30am!! we went NBM(nil by mouth) since 12 mn e dae before jus for this feasting procedure todae!! so e whole procedure ended ard 2 pm... we were all chefs todae.. everybody cooked... cong's damn good at chicken..his forte i guess. n not forgeting the staff look-alike.. najib ali!! wahahaha though bloated.. we carried our heavy bloated stomach out o seoul garden n started.... yeah.. tt's it!! pictures!! love it! will update later.. wahahha lots o fun! next we moved up to e arcade.!! wonderful childhood memories flashes past my mind.. then we ended our gathering by 3.30pm.. then we went separate ways.. i met komeng at 7pm after he booked out!! this should b e last week meeting you before i leave for germany.. same for my friends.. climbing partners: naz, liyana, mas, aikim, tess, pangkeng, lina, eddry, james, beruk, matrock, hairi, rafi, sarah, fi, vonie, yunrong, umar, deer, izul, bangz, abu, hafiz punk, sufi, kama, lan, vin, wan, azri, meishan, debbie blah blah.. mani mani.. thanks for making my climbing life a better one!! hu noes when we will climb ever again when i m back.. so mus use this chance to express my appreciation!! :) next.. my poly gang: ahmad, ervy,cong, liyana, diyanah lots o love to u all!! wahaahah secondary sch mates.. thanks for making an effort to meet up tmr for dinner!! realli like it!! thanks a lot!!: saykhong's gang (coz i dunoe who coming tmr..) gabriel, rachel ( she's got complicated position.. my secondary n poly mate) o coz not forgeting my primary sch BOB aka primary sch mate aka neighbour : peishan!!
few more daes to set off for a whole new experience!! wahahaha but i huf not done ani packing. my mum's more worried than mi.. i understand!!:) gtg! gd nite!!

mistake corrected!

2007-08-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

jus to correct the posting for e previous post. haven set the time to singapore timing yet.. waahaha that post was jus 10 to 15 mins prior to this current one.. :) cheers:)
gd gd nite:)

germany!! here i come!!

2007-08-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

greetings everyone!! temporarily using this blog to keep my fellow singaporeans updated of my doings in germany soon!! so exciting!! nvr imagine myself blogging at all!! quite hard to adapt to it!! nvm i should try it now!! like now!!

okok.. exams over... pretty badly done.. but hack.. its over!! no sub papers so tt i can enjoy germany in peace n exhiliration!! woohoo!!

yes i m climbing tmr!! finalllllllly!! yeah.. i m bringing e other pair o rock shoes along.. been long since i tried tt pair!! love it!!

alrite now bath n go to lalaland (dream o u :P)

Last Day in ESIEE!!!!

2007-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Salut!!! Today presentation was ok!!! Got nearly all Good Grades for my Presentation and Project!!! Btw i got 73% for it!!! Say farewell to all the people here!!! It was sad!!!

Yesterday said farewell to all the rockclimbers and the rockwall!!!! Ok Ok!!!! Bye!!!!

Travel Details fo Komeng's Return

2007-01-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

Salut!!! This are the Return Travel Details!!!

Return Date : 30th January 2007
Return Time : 11.15am
Place : Changi Airport Terminal 1 (Arrival Hall)
Flight No. : TG 403 V

Ok Ok!! I'll be coming back on 11.15am... But if anyone of you wanna fetch me back Please come down around 1pm!! Because me and my friends will not be going out of the Arrival Terminal until then... We will be inside the Arrival Terminal until 1pm.. So ya!!! Meet you guys and girls who are coming around 1pm kk.. Peace!!!

Snow Snow Snow!!!

2007-01-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

Salut!!!! At Last it SNOW!!!!! Yeah!!! Hahaha!!! We went out of our apartment and guess what?? SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!! Hahahahaha!!!

We went to skool by our friend's car, John(D'Jai)... But before driving off we had a Mini Snowball Fight!!! Hahahaha!!! Cool!!! And my hand were Numb went i went to collect the Snowballs!!! Hahaha!!!

Snow Snow don't go away!!
Please come everyday!!
Hafiz Komeng wants to Play!!!
Snow Snow don't go away!!

Ok Ok!!! Back to work!!! See u in 5 more days!!!

To Princess Jasmine!!!

2007-01-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

A Whole New World

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess,
now when did you last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, free wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

Vampire Crash My Computer!!! AARRGGHH!!!

2007-01-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

Salut!! Yesterday my Stupid Supervisor A.K.A Vampire go Crash my Computer!!! All my Documents on the Project and Report were in that Computer!!!! All my pictures are also in there!!!

Luckily we were able to Recover some of my Documents which i had to amend again!!! Walande!!! The Vampire go press a button on my Desk which Shut Down the entire Power Supply!! Hmmm!!!!

This is the Third Time!!! First was my friend Benny, Second was my friend See Theng and Third was Vampire!!! I Guess Three Strikes and You're Out!!!! Haizz!!!!

Ok Ok!!! Need to Rush Report!!! Bye!!!!

Once upon a December (Anastasia)

2007-01-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully,
Across my memory...

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully,
Across my memory...

Far away,
long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember.
Things my heart.
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song,
Someone sings.....
Once upon a December....

On Saturday and Friday, 20 and 19 of Jan 2007

2007-01-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

Salut!!! On saturday we had a bit of Bad Luck on our side.. Firstly two of my friends, KaiLin and YanLing, was caught for breaking the law and was Fined 45 euros!!! Walande!!! Then my friend, Ben, lost his glasses!!! Hahaha!!

Then me... I went to Antrebloc again to Boulder with Alexis... and I lost the Bell that was on my Rock Shoes!!! It was my Lucky Bell!!!! B4 the Bell was there i only can climb 6a routes after i put the Bell my Luck seems to change and i won a few Competitions!!! And after i lost the Bell i can't even Boulder a decent 6a route!!! and Alexis was Bouldering 6b and 6c routes!!! Gosh!!! I need a new bell for my rock shoe or get a new rock shoe altogether!!! Haiz!!!!!

On friday we went to the "Moulin Rouge"... Yup!!! Just like in the story!!! But i kind of feel awkard at that neighbourhood!!! Because the whole neighbourhood was like a "Red Light District"!!! It means that the whole neighbourhood was occupied by Strip Club, Tiger Show and many more!!! We also went to the Lourve Museum again to see it at night... It was wonderful!!! Very Beautiful!!!

Ok Ok!! Got to go now!!! Bye!!